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nomoreme

nomoreme

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Apr 3, 2025
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part of my suicide idea is that i losted some many things in my life . im 42 . i can barely sustain economic . i was a great musician .or i am but with less emotions bur im sure iwas eble to do a cerrear on music .in reality no like dream people but for real i have some albums recorded and play many instruments .. so damn time pass most people here are realluy young from what ive seen . try to do stuff now if you can . and do what you really want peace .even if you have suicidal thinking
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

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Peace to you too, thank you. I'm sorry for your suicidal thoughts, I hope it does not interfere with your music, 42 is not too old either.
 
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NiveusAnima

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Apr 19, 2025
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I wish I could afford to do things as a young guy. I can't afford hobbies, bills, a car, a family... nothing. It fucking sucks. I'm only 23, and people tell me I'm still young, but does my youth really matter that much? It's not like I'm gonna live long enough to die of old age or have kids. I guess that's why I'm jealous of you. You're a musician! And you lived through some tough years, too! I just wish the future was easier for both of us, yeah?
 
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nomoreme

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NiveusAnima said:
I wish I could afford to do things as a young guy. I can't afford hobbies, bills, a car, a family... nothing. It fucking sucks. I'm only 23, and people tell me I'm still young, but does my youth really matter that much? It's not like I'm gonna live long enough to die of old age or have kids. I guess that's why I'm jealous of you. You're a musician! And you lived through some tough years, too! I just wish the future was easier for both of us, yeah?
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i wish the same bro. im a musician but i cant enjoy it . i have to say i was a musician.... sad
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i wish the same bro. im a musician but i cant enjoy it . i have to say i was a musician.... sad
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even sad than i was never a musician
 
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