death137
miserable
- Jun 25, 2020
- 1,166
Both in number (1,2,...) and name (Monday, Tuesday,...)?
Not trying to say you should do it early but for me 2024 feel like a lifetime wait. For me this or next month is definitely my last.Very soon after February 2024. That's when I'll be 30 and I'll know for sure there's nothing left for me to live for.
That's true, it is long. I feel like I've waited this long already though so I'm fine with waiting just a bit longer. It's really not enough time to find someone I'd want to spend the rest of my life with though which is my only condition for not ctb'ing at 30. Now that I know for sure I probably won't find anyone I'm actually way more at peace with that thus I'm ok with waiting.Not trying to say you should do it early but for me 2024 feel like a lifetime wait. For me this or next month is definitely my last.
I wish you the best in finding that someone. If this doesn't succeed I hope you will find another purpose that make you feel good.That's true, it is long. I feel like I've waited this long already though so I'm fine with waiting just a bit longer. It's really not enough time to find someone I'd want to spend the rest of my life with though which is my only condition for not ctb'ing at 30. Now that I know for sure I probably won't find anyone I'm actually way more at peace with that thus I'm ok with waiting.
Of course life has a tendency to enjoy proving me wrong so who knows. I'll give life three and a half more years to make me want to stay alive though I doubt it will happen. I also at least want to stay somewhat active on this site throughout the rest of my remaining time here so I can stay updated on methods and pass the time away.
Is getting old your main reason to want to ctb?Before October because I turn 30 and I'm just not interested in being that old.
Why that day if you feel answering?Sunday September 27th
Probably between 6:00 p.m. and 10:00 p.m.
Location: pssssst
I am expecting a transfer to my bank account on the 25th, which I would like to forward to a friend who urgently needs money for his child.Why that day if you feel answering?
sameStill not sure..... Maybe tomorrow,. Fuck . Who knows.
Before October because I turn 30 and I'm just not interested in being that old.
30 isnt so bad, I turned 30 in Feb and had the exact same feeling but I just felt the same as I did at 29.Before October because I turn 30 and I'm just not interested in being that old.