sometimes.sometimes

sometimes.sometimes

Student
Jun 4, 2023
145
I have a couple of days where I have been thinking about CTB.

The first one is my birthday. It lands in two days.

The second one is when I move out. I have no clue when it may happen because I still need to become more financially stable.

The third one is on September 5th. That is the anniversary of a really horrible argument.

The fourth one is on fall break. I don't know when that may start, but I will be alone if I just so happen to get a place to live.

Which one out of these would be the best?
 
Lourenzo

Lourenzo

I wasn't meant to be part of this world
Jul 22, 2023
19
That's weird!? Mine is Sept. 5th too, an anniversary as well (marriage)
 
Lulzacruel

Lulzacruel

Specialist
Jun 13, 2023
336
Logistically if you can't be found during the attempt, then don't do it on days where more people will be out such as holidays or anniversaries where people will want to talk or come into contact with you.

If your looking for symbolism, then your birthday as it could represent how you reverse birth with the bliss of death.
 
sometimes.sometimes

sometimes.sometimes

Student
Jun 4, 2023
145
Logistically if you can't be found during the attempt, then don't do it on days where more people will be out such as holidays or anniversaries where people will want to talk or come into contact with you.

If your looking for symbolism, then your birthday as it could represent how you reverse birth with the bliss of death.
Yeah. I really want to do it on my birthday, but I just found out right after typing this that everybody is throwing me a party and such on the day of my birthday and the day after. It would be nice to have that symbolism as you mentioned.
 
Lulzacruel

Lulzacruel

Specialist
Jun 13, 2023
336
Yeah. I really want to do it on my birthday, but I just found out right after typing this that everybody is throwing me a party and such on the day of my birthday and the day after. It would be nice to have that symbolism as you mentioned.
Do you know if it would be possible for you to dodge them without them getting concerned? You'd need a fast method to dodge suspicion especially if this is the first time they see you grumpy with the party.
 
sometimes.sometimes

sometimes.sometimes

Student
Jun 4, 2023
145
Do you know if it would be possible for you to dodge them without them getting concerned? You'd need a fast method to dodge suspicion especially if this is the first time they see you grumpy with the party.
It would be impossible to dodge them. I will more than likely not CTB on my birthday. After thinking about it for a while, doing it after I move out would probably be the best since no one will stop by and walk in, you know? Thank you for the responses and help. I appreciate it!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I believe that only you can decide that, I think it's a personal decision deciding when to leave this world. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans.
 

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