stilhavinightmares
Warlock
- Oct 13, 2022
- 735
I personally want to be somewhere relatively comfortable so I can do it and not have second thoughts.
No that definitely makes sense. It's just that the last time I was going to try to ctb I checked into a hotel room and the vibes were awful⦠I mean, as expected I guess. I just would rather be out in nature but don't want anyone to find me for a while.For some reason being somewhere where I wouldn't be found that fast sounds more comforting to me. I know it wouldn't matter as I would be dead already but idk, the thought of it makes me feel better about it? No clue if that makes any sense
I booked a hotel room last time before I bailed and it was just so creepy and felt so wrong. My car is comfy to me, but runs the risk of being found too early.For me, a hotel room is more comfortable than a car. It's a bit shitty on hotel staff but someone has to find your body anyway, wherever you do it.
Or if someone went hiking early in the morning and I wasn't dead yet.I'd rather the car, but I guess the hotel is safer.
Honestly, I'd drive somewhere and then walk somewhere secluded. There are a lot of places that no one's going to be for several hours in the middle of the night. But I guess that'd be a lousy lottery to win if that was the exact place someone happened to be out looking for bats that night.
True. I guess I could do that. My conscience felt better at a slightly dingy hotel though lolIt's a big deal, so I guess don't take the risk.
It's your last hour on earth so I'm sure you can find a hotel that would feel okay to you.
You're absolutely right. I was thinking more so that tragedy/violence might have already happened in a place like that so maybe people would be a little desensitized to it.The cleaners at a dive aren't any more deserving of finding a dead person :/
It's a crying shame that someone has to.
That's a good plan. A camping ground is a thought⦠thanks for that. I worry about making noise if it's quiet there especially at night⦠also campgrounds around here close for the season soon if they aren't already. Sheltered and warm is how I'd like to do it, and with some type of cover over my body as a warning to hopefully traumatize people as little as possible. I was thinking a sleeping bag. So maybe I can take a short hike to a spot to do that.I think I'd use a car to get as far away from any people as possible, and setup a tent in some remote location.
Or even just a normal camping ground maybe, there would be no reason I'd be disturbed by any dangerous people trying to 'help' me.
Then set a scheduled message of my whereabouts to my family at least a couple days later so they can tell the cops.
A tent in a nice enough place is plenty good enough for me, I don't have to ruin the car with vomit or other nasty stuff from a dead body.
Or traumatize any hotel staff.