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Liblib

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Jun 17, 2018
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So I've seen alot about how to ctb but so far I haven't heard where your going to be when it happens. Personaly I don't want to do it at home. I don't want to haunt anyone to remember my bed/room as the place they found me. I also don't want to turn my family's house into a crime sence. I'm thinking of going to the park or maybe the graveyard by my house.
 
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RainAndSadness

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Jun 12, 2018
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I had the same thoughts and it's actually a tricky question. Since I'm gonna do the N method, I'll probably will be laying on my bed but I don't want to die in my parents house. So I'll probably move out right before I ctb. My wish is to die in my own space, preferable in my own apartment. It will reduce the risk of failure as well and I can leave alone and in peace.
 
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Livide Lamb

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Apr 17, 2018
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I can say the same as you both, I don't wanna die in my childhood bedroom, not in my parent's house. I feel like if I do that it my death will haunt them too much. Right now, I can't go really far, I can't rent a hotel room, etc. So if i do it quite soon, I'll do it in a graveyard or a small alley (there's a lot in my city). But if I can wait (which is gonna be difficult), I will do it in my own apartment or in a hotel room.
 
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Azure

Little Chemist
Jun 13, 2018
133
If I could ensure I wouldnt get caught, I'd do it as close as possible to my grandpa's coffin. If not, somewhere relatively hidden like behind my faculty
 
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wanttodie

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Apr 19, 2018
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in my apt or rent a hotel room or in a park at night time
 
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