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willitpass

willitpass

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i've thought about stealing a box cutter from work but i'm worried that if it goes missing and they realize i took it i'll get in trouble. i could unscrew a pencil sharpener but that isn't a very large blade. maybe i'll scour my garage. i need a blade. i need a sharp knife or some shit, i want to slice the fuck out of myself
 
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willitpass

willitpass

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Just steal it from the shop"??
maybe i will, i'm just scared of getting caught and i don't know how strict the security is in the shops around here
 
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Nolife33

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The worst case is you are going to police and be there for some time before they leave you again. Little things like stealing a knife won't get you in trouble.
 
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Hateyouprolife

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i've thought about stealing a box cutter from work but i'm worried that if it goes missing and they realize i took it i'll get in trouble. i could unscrew a pencil sharpener but that isn't a very large blade. maybe i'll scour my garage. i need a blade. i need a sharp knife or some shit, i want to slice the fuck out of myself
Im sorry you feel like you need to do this. If you really do want to hurt yourself, do it with it piece of ice cube if you can get yourself some. If you hold it down long enough it will cause pain meanwhile leaving no scars or damage

Hope you get better.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

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Can you not afford $1 to buy a box cutter at a dollar store??? The things aren't expensive, man.
 
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willitpass

willitpass

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Can you not afford $1 to buy a box cutter at a dollar store??? The things aren't expensive, man.
i didn't even think of that, i'm sorry i'm panicking i'm not a rational head space
 
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obliviousatbest

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Nov 10, 2021
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Pencil sharpener blades did the job perfect when I was too young to purchase proper blades. Don't risk nicking sharps, most honest places will record their inventory and imo isnt worth it when you can buy it for just a few £. I'm sorry life has made you entertain this option but i understand the craving for that release. Be safe and keep things sterile. I hope you find peace whichever way
 
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trianglesplayhouse

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Theyre pretty cheap, but if you need steal them, usually it goes unnoticed unless you're acting really suspicious or they know you've stolen before.

I used to shoplift and its pretty easy, I've stopped doing it lately though. (I am not encouraging it, if you can buy then BUY)
 
willitpass

willitpass

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Theyre pretty cheap, but if you need steal them, usually it goes unnoticed unless you're acting really suspicious or they know you've stolen before.

I used to shoplift and its pretty easy, I've stopped doing it lately though. (I am not encouraging it, if you can buy then BUY)
yeah i've never been one to steal but desperate times call for desperate measures. i would never steal from a small business, only a large corporation who would still be gaining money even if things are stolen
 
rationaltake

rationaltake

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yeah i've never been one to steal but desperate times call for desperate measures. i would never steal from a small business, only a large corporation who would still be gaining money even if things are stolen
I'm so sorry you're in such a bad space. Maybe tell us more if you want to.
 
willitpass

willitpass

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I'm so sorry you're in such a bad space. Maybe tell us more if you want to.
i can't ctb anytime soon as i want things to go perfectly. so i am here with no way to cope. i have been through every mental health treatment available so it's not like there is any help out there waiting for me. this is the only release i can believe in anymore. i need something to give me relief and there is nothing more i have but that. i haven't self harmed in several months but i am willing to fuck it up now. i just won't be able to show my body to my boyfriend
 
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rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
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i can't ctb anytime soon as i want things to go perfectly. so i am here with no way to cope. i have been through every mental health treatment available so it's not like there is any help out there waiting for me. this is the only release i can believe in anymore. i need something to give me relief and there is nothing more i have but that. i haven't self harmed in several months but i am willing to fuck it up now. i just won't be able to show my body to my boyfriend
I understand. It's all so very hard. I'm so sorry there are no solutions.
 
willitpass

willitpass

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i may resort to scissors as a immediate access tool
 
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Mohkinstsis_falls

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Mar 20, 2021
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Broken bottle is the first thing I thought of. Worked well for me.
 
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Crimsonghost3

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Nov 14, 2021
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Not saying to hurt yourself but I usually just go to a retail store and steal a box of boxcutter blades (they seem to be rougher and angled so less effective for me) or grab a box of double bladed shaving razors. Much more flexible easy to grab plus 2 sides so once one side dulls you just flip it. Haven't bought a knife or razor in years. If I was to get caught stealing they are under $5 so idgaf
 
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