I have wanted to kill myself for my entire life but I don't want to do that to my family. Where do I even start with getting help? Talking to my doctor? Find a therapist? I feel really overwhelmed and any advice would be appreciated!
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gottacheckout
COB
- May 20, 2025
- 717
Talking to your doctor is one option. It depends on your relationship with them and their comfort with mental illness.
If you can find a therapist that can relate to you and what you are going through, they can be an important part of your plan going forward.
BeansOfRequirement
Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
- Jan 26, 2021
- 5,845
Getting in touch with any type of professional who can help you directly or refer you to someone with expertise is a solid first move. Maybe call one of your local suicide lines to get more information?
penguinl0v3s
Wait for Me 💙
- Nov 1, 2023
- 968
I'd recommend finding a doctor and therapist ASAP. Wait times can be long. Message your PCP for a psychiatry referral. PCPs usually don't know anything.
