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fringesoflife

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Mar 14, 2025
12
I'm not sure where to kill myself. I live with my dad and don't want him to find my body. I want my body to be found so my family has closure but I also don't want a stranger to have to find my body and be mentally scarred
 
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Off_Switch

Experienced
Aug 15, 2025
251
Maybe in the woods at a park. At night.
 
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The_Sadness_of_Life

I Will Die Soon
Sep 8, 2025
52
I'm not sure where to kill myself. I live with my dad and don't want him to find my body. I want my body to be found so my family has closure but I also don't want a stranger to have to find my body and be mentally scarred
To be honest once your dead, you will no longer be aware, no longer exist into the void of nothingness if this is the truth about death, then being found or not found will no longer be your concern, in my opinion.
The scary part is what happens if there is a spiritual world and you awaken on that world where there is no point of return, what you did cannot be undone or being in some purgatory being punished with torments, but then again we never know only until then…….
 
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MyShadow

MyShadow

Left the forum to pursue recovery
Aug 27, 2025
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No matter where you choose to die, someone has to find your body, then it has to be identified by a family member. No matter where you choose to end your life, someone will be hurt and traumatized by it. It's sadly inevitable.
 
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The_Sadness_of_Life

I Will Die Soon
Sep 8, 2025
52
No matter where you choose to die, someone has to find your body, then it has to be identified by a family member. No matter where you choose to end your life, someone will be hurt and traumatized by it. It's sadly inevitable.
This is the truth I highly agree well said.
 
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fringesoflife

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Mar 14, 2025
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To be honest once your dead, you will no longer be aware, no longer exist into the void of nothingness if this is the truth about death, then being found or not found will no longer be your concern, in my opinion.
The scary part is what happens if there is a spiritual world and you awaken on that world where there is no point of return, what you did cannot be undone or being in some purgatory being punished with torments, but then again we never know only until then…….
I'm less concerned about the effects of my death on me then I am about the people I leave behind. If the afterlife is bad for me at least it will be my fault. My actions will cause my suffering. Here in earth people make me suffer for no reason, for things I didn't do, because it entertains them etcetera
No matter where you choose to die, someone has to find your body, then it has to be identified by a family member. No matter where you choose to end your life, someone will be hurt and traumatized by it. It's sadly inevitable.
I think this is overly pedantic. I'm just looking to impact the least amount of people. I know the cops will have to see and there's a difference between identifying my body in a morgue and finding my body in the place he's lives where he will have to pass the place of my death over and over again
 
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hoe_for_woe

wowie
Sep 2, 2025
14
Go to any isolated area. Depending on how long your method takes you can either call the emergency service right before you ctb and they will track your location or schedule a message to someone you know. The first responders won't be happy about it, but oh well.
 
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