Where to go

[rootbeer400]

I dont know where to ctb. My last attempt I spent and an hour and a half trying to make my way to a beach with no directions(my phone was off because my family tracks me) I didnt make it to the beach so I tried parking in random farmland. Then my dumbass thought it'd be good to alert the police about my dead body, but it only heightened my anxiety so bad because I felt so much guilt for everything, so I left. It was such a terrible experience but the police never found me.
This is stressing me out so bad, I live in the rural USA and I dont want to scar people. I'd love to die in my bed but thats far too inconsiderate for my parents. Idk where to go I hate driving.

 

[tonicer]

How old are you parents? The best thing IMHO is to wait until they are gone. That's what i am going to do. My parents are 80+ so i just have to wait around 10 years.

 

[endlesschatter]

I dont know where to ctb. My last attempt I spent and an hour and a half trying to make my way to a beach with no directions(my phone was off because my family tracks me) I didnt make it to the beach so I tried parking in random farmland. Then my dumbass thought it'd be good to alert the police about my dead body, but it only heightened my anxiety so bad because I felt so much guilt for everything, so I left. It was such a terrible experience but the police never found me.
This is stressing me out so bad, I live in the rural USA and I dont want to scar people. I'd love to die in my bed but thats far too inconsiderate for my parents. Idk where to go I hate driving.

@tonicer is right