purplerapture

purplerapture

ITS ME HI IM THE PROBLEM
Apr 10, 2023
50
I know you can't publicly give sources and because I don't have enough posts then no one can PM me. But just for some mental peace is there a source that can reliably get me either for when I need it? just a yes or no question.
 
Pengu

Pengu

Spiraling into insanity
Apr 3, 2023
68
I know you can't publicly give sources and because I don't have enough posts then no one can PM me. But just for some mental peace is there a source that can reliably get me either for when I need it? just a yes or no question.
Apple seeds have cyanide in them. So just crush them in a powder form, mix them in a drink of your choice and u are gone before u know it.
 
purplerapture

purplerapture

ITS ME HI IM THE PROBLEM
Apr 10, 2023
50
Apple seeds have cyanide in them. So just crush them in a powder form, mix them in a drink of your choice and u are gone before u know it.
I tried it it didn't work. I crushed 1800 apple seeds. Besides I prefer if I get SN anyways.
 
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qwerty1969

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Feb 24, 2023
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SN yes, cyanide I don't know but my guess is no because if it was readily available it would be talked about here.
 
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purplerapture

purplerapture

ITS ME HI IM THE PROBLEM
Apr 10, 2023
50
SN yes, cyanide I don't know but my guess is no because if it was readily available it would be talked about here.
Yeah thought so! it seems like cyanide is extremely hard to find I couldn't even find it on the darkweb
 
glitterypearls

glitterypearls

sing me to sleep
Mar 23, 2023
183
I have no idea where you are in Middle East but SN is banned in most Middle Eastern countries, even if you had some store ship to you, it won't get to you :/
 
purplerapture

purplerapture

ITS ME HI IM THE PROBLEM
Apr 10, 2023
50
I did the same as you re crushing apple seeds, what a complete waste of time.
It took 10kgs of apples to get my apple seeds too😭 at least I made some apple desserts it was worth it I think
 
Oblivion

Oblivion

Wizard
Aug 2, 2018
629
Okay send me an email here : removed, let me know when you're online
tell me when youre done so i delete it
 
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purplerapture

purplerapture

ITS ME HI IM THE PROBLEM
Apr 10, 2023
50
SN yes, cyanide I don't know but my guess is no because if it was readily available it would be talked about here.
Can you PM me about SN in the middle east?
 
Iva

Iva

Student
Mar 4, 2023
106
Can you PM me about SN in the middle east?
it depends on where in the middle east. there are certain things you cannot acquire due to the stringent laws in the middle east-- but there are also other methods readily available to middle easterners that aren't available to westerners due to cultural and legal restrictions. Additionally, the "Middle East" is a huuuge place. So depending on where you live it may or may not be easy to obtain. For example, Israel is in the middle east and SN is not illegal there.
 
purplerapture

purplerapture

ITS ME HI IM THE PROBLEM
Apr 10, 2023
50
it depends on where in the middle east. there are certain things you cannot acquire due to the stringent laws in the middle east-- but there are also other methods readily available to middle easterners that aren't available to westerners due to cultural and legal restrictions. Additionally, the "Middle East" is a huuuge place. So depending on where you live it may or may not be easy to obtain. For example, Israel is in the middle east and SN is not illegal there.
I'm asking about Lebanon specifically I'm not sure if it's legal here or not. I think there are things that are easier to get here like for example I bought like five packages of zinc phosphide rat poison and the guy at the counter didn't even bother to ask me why or anything there's barely any regulation.
 
Oblivion

Oblivion

Wizard
Aug 2, 2018
629
I'm asking about Lebanon specifically I'm not sure if it's legal here or not. I think there are things that are easier to get here like for example I bought like five packages of zinc phosphide rat poison and the guy at the counter didn't even bother to ask me why or anything there's barely any regulation.
SN is legal in Lebanon
 
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I'm asking about Lebanon specifically I'm not sure if it's legal here or not. I think there are things that are easier to get here like for example I bought like five packages of zinc phosphide rat poison and the guy at the counter didn't even bother to ask me why or anything there's barely any regulation.
just out of curiosity, why wouldnt the rat poison suffice? Would it be a non-peaceful ctb? I'm not really familiar with rat poisons and their effects on the human body.
 
purplerapture

purplerapture

ITS ME HI IM THE PROBLEM
Apr 10, 2023
50
just out of curiosity, why wouldnt the rat poison suffice? Would it be a non-peaceful ctb? I'm not really familiar with rat poisons and their effects on the human body.
well depends on the type of rat poison, if its a blood thinner then you'll die bleeding from ur eyes and ears while shaking aggressively.

zinc phosphide isn't a blood thinner but who knows what is also mixed in with it, even if its pure theres a chance ull vomit which if happens ull literally puke poisonous gas because its turns into a toxic gas on contact with water or stomach acid so rip to whoever is near u. ALSO its a powder so im not sure how to take it if i can't mix it with water like if i do i have to be super fast.
 
RichardFirst

RichardFirst

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Jan 16, 2021
383
Apple seeds have cyanide in them. So just crush them in a powder form, mix them in a drink of your choice and u are gone before u know it.
They do, but you'd need thousands to even approach a lethal dose of cyanide.
 
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LittleJem

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Jul 3, 2019
2,617
OP what about CO in a tent or car.

3ad from the bed I can't get out of today, I don't have the energy to organise my CTB, I don't want to upset my family and I hate being alive for over twenty years. Thanks for your thoughtful words.
 

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