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Illcryaboutitlater

Illcryaboutitlater

A Jigglypuff that lost her Mic
Dec 11, 2021
43
I ordered some sn, idk when it will get here but i hope its in the next 10 days. originally i was going to do it at home, but im now anxious about my girlfriend, shes catching on to me. I dont want her to find me. It would be anywhere from 24 to 72hours of me being left with my animals if it works.

She doesn't deserve this, she doesn't deserve to find me. I really wish that life hadn't allowed me to have her and then ruin the last things i had left. Like i saif in previous posts earlier this year i got to experience the best two months i think ive ever had. I thought things had changed but they went back to normal.

I want her to not havr more mental health issues, i know this will cause some no matter what but i don't think she will be well if she finds me. Im just starting a job on Wednesday. I dont have any money and i wanted to pay the rent just to give my parents some time to clean out my apartment.

Its cold where i am and i have no car what would you do if you were in a similar situation?
 
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meloku

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Nov 6, 2021
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You could apply for a credit card if you can to get more options.
 
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Illcryaboutitlater

A Jigglypuff that lost her Mic
Dec 11, 2021
43
You could apply for a credit card if you can to get more options.
Unfortunately I've applied for too many and was turned down. I tried to apply for one last week and it said i had applied for too many.
 
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_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
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Maybe Forest at night? In my place its completely free from people at 8pm. and its my preferred ctb location.

Please don't forget to make the note for your gf in case you go for it. I wish you all the best.
 
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Illcryaboutitlater

Illcryaboutitlater

A Jigglypuff that lost her Mic
Dec 11, 2021
43
Maybe Forest at night? In my place its completely free from people at 8pm. and its my preferred ctb location.

Please don't forget to make the note for your gf in case you go for it. I wish you all the best.
I have been writing one for months. Im thinking of making a video though. I feel like both will be good for her.
 
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Thankyoufortoday

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Dec 13, 2021
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Not sure what type of area you live in, but maybe a secluded spot in nature somewhere? Ideally in the middle of the night
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I agree with those who said an isolated nature location, that is my ideal spot for ctb. I wish you the best. I'm sorry that everything is so hopeless.
 
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Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
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Other than outdoors you could save up for a cheap motel or bed and breakfast place (depending on where you live). Good luck!
 
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Illcryaboutitlater

A Jigglypuff that lost her Mic
Dec 11, 2021
43
I agree with those who said an isolated nature location, that is my ideal spot for ctb. I wish you the best. I'm sorry that everything is so hopeless.
That would probably be my best bet. I guess being cold would just help more haha.

Other than outdoors you could save up for a cheap motel or bed and breakfast place (depending on where you live). Good luck!
I feel like if i dont do it as soon as it comes she will change my mind. And thats going to end up bad for me in the long term. Im probably just gonna have to suck it up and just be cold for however long it takes.
 
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mia_qwerty

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Apr 13, 2023
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I know this might be a crap idea. But what about putting a sign on your door that says do not enter call ambulance? I was thinking the same for my parents. Thing is I think she'd ignore it and walk in anyway. Nature spot is good but yes cold. And making a fire might bring attention.
 

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