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NOloveNOpain

Member
Jun 13, 2022
14
I've been dealing with depression for 10+ years and over the past year it's evolved to me just wanting to close curtain. I've got an idea of what to use for a peaceful death and I have my favourite spot which is the perfect view for looking up at the stars.

Do you have an idea of what you'd like your final view to be?
 
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VerbalWinter

manga elitist
Dec 25, 2021
25
I've been dealing with depression for 10+ years and over the past year it's evolved to me just wanting to close curtain. I've got an idea of what to use for a peaceful death and I have my favourite spot which is the perfect view for looking up at the stars.

Do you have an idea of what you'd like your final view to be?
Somewhere in Japan, probably Tokyo. Not sure how I will get there, though.
 
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Seeking_Peace

Arcanist
May 18, 2022
476
I'd 'like' to take N while sitting on the beach (shoreline) watching the sunrise.
 
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Cali101

Member
May 23, 2022
61
Its going to be the beach, I already picked the spot. Found a high end hotel right on the ocean. Will spend the week there. Room with a balcony looking at the water. Perfect place to drink SN. For me having something peaceful like this I think will help me get over the fear.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,510
In an ideal world I would like to die peacefully in an isolated forest far away from any people, but that would never be a possibility. I feel trapped in this world as suicide is difficult for me. I do not know when my last day will be, but I wish that there would be no more days. I have suffered enough at this point.
 
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akana

Student
Mar 21, 2022
184
i would say japan as well, but for my circumstances idk if id be able to even appreciate it fully
 
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Passersby

Passersby

Trapped in space and time
Aug 29, 2019
1,640
I'm not sure when or where my last day would be either. Ideally it would be a nice day somewhere that is as nice as it could be considering. Yeah a good beach day with sunshine would be nice and or doing something exciting and fun trying to squeeze out a few last drops of bliss before it's over I guess. I'll probably die alone in a hotel room when the time comes.
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,470
Japan. Under a cherry blossom tree in the middle of spring while the sunrises.
 
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Hercules

Hercules

Arcanist
Jan 31, 2021
408
I would like to spend my last day at the beach looking at the ocean one last time.
 
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Darrenloses

Darrenloses

Student
Nov 27, 2018
105
Parroting whys other people have said - with an ocean view
 
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Karlala

Member
Jun 27, 2018
74
Where ever I pull the trigger
 
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friendofbirds

friendofbirds

Member
Jun 6, 2022
63
i would like to spend my last days in nature, especially at a national park. i do worry about other people finding my corpse if i do this, or any other public spot, but i live at home, so i cannot do it in private either.
 
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stoiccactus

stoiccactus

somehow still here
Mar 24, 2022
254
I'm with you - I want to die (I plan to freeze to death) laying outside in the cold harsh winter with a clear cold night sky of the stars, out in the middle of fucking nowhere, where not a soul will find me for weeks.
 
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bed_rider

Member
Jun 12, 2022
7
Inside an SR71. Or on a long bullet train ride
 
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Judy Garland

Judy Garland

HoHum
Mar 23, 2022
826
There's nothing special to my last day. It'll probably be in this dingy apartment. I'm trying to get things squared away (like renewing my driver's license) so I have no meetings or appointments for a good few weeks before I die but that probably won't be the case. My last day isn't going to be anything special; I can promise you that (sadly).
 
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Seeking_Peace

Arcanist
May 18, 2022
476
Inside an SR71. Or on a long bullet train ride
Such a beautiful piece of art. A marvel of the time. I was sad when they retired it.
 
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samishii

samishii

What's the point?
Dec 24, 2021
103
In my bedroom at home, which I know is not possible, the next best option I got is in my dorm room.
But if I wasn't limited by methods, I would love to end it in snow laden mountains, looking at the stars in the night sky. Nothing better than that for me
 
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Twiceler

Twiceler

Pro-suicide. Blackpill.
Dec 16, 2021
94
I've been dealing with depression for 10+ years and over the past year it's evolved to me just wanting to close curtain. I've got an idea of what to use for a peaceful death and I have my favourite spot which is the perfect view for looking up at the stars.

Do you have an idea of what you'd like your final view to be?
In diamond 💎 (not everyone will understand)
 
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bed_rider

Member
Jun 12, 2022
7
Kamikaze in an SR71 might be one of the most alpha ways to end it
I envisioned a lightning strike to the engine, a failure to eject from the plane, crashing it into the New Mexico desert… 💪 for that, I would also need to control the weather too.
 
stoiccactus

stoiccactus

somehow still here
Mar 24, 2022
254
I envisioned a lightning strike to the engine, a failure to eject from the plane, crashing it into the New Mexico desert… 💪 for that, I would also need to control the weather too.
Yeah that one might be a little difficult to orchestrate. Find an SR71 and borrow it for a while and I'm sure the US Government will find a way to solve this problem.
 
friendofbirds

friendofbirds

Member
Jun 6, 2022
63
There's nothing special to my last day. It'll probably be in this dingy apartment. I'm trying to get things squared away (like renewing my driver's license) so I have no meetings or appointments for a good few weeks before I die but that probably won't be the case. My last day isn't going to be anything special; I can promise you that (sadly).
you should do something small for yourself, like watch your favorite movie maybe? get some takeout for lunch? i know its hard to envision when youre this far in but i think you should do one thing you enjoy.
 
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NOloveNOpain

Member
Jun 13, 2022
14
you should do something small for yourself, like watch your favorite movie maybe? get some takeout for lunch? i know its hard to envision when youre this far in but i think you should do one thing you enjoy.
This!

I dont know why but everytime i think of a film i want to watch one last time is Seven Pounds
 
Blackpoolbootz

Blackpoolbootz

If it sounds too good to be true it usually is.
Apr 19, 2020
97
Place between Wales and Anglesey in UK. Bangor pier first time I went there I thought to myself this is the place.
 
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ineverlived

ineverlived

Member
May 31, 2022
73
My dream was iceland but it's imposible. that day will be awful for me to fast. The only thing I don't like about the sn method
 
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apple2myeye!

apple2myeye!

it/its
Jun 3, 2022
74
i live pretty close to the beach, so i guess there. with that said, i wouldn't mind if my last day was just spent at home. that's what i've been planning, anyway...
 
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sadloner

Member
Jun 13, 2022
21
To me it doesn't matter. The world is ugly anyways. All I would need to satisfy me is knowing it would be my last hours of torture on this stupid planet.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
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in the peace and quiet of my bedroom but CTB day will be with a Nitrogen Warning for the police on my bedroom door--going to open a window also since I possess a 3000 liter tank, Nitrogen gonna flow for a longggg time
 
CursedSoul

CursedSoul

Cursed to stay, Cursed to Suffer...
Jun 4, 2022
69
in the arms of a loving woman who would understand me and support me, hugging me as i peacefully die, and fade away, but that won't happen, i'l die alone on my bed, to later horify my parents lol.
 
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