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Penelope12

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May 2, 2026
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Wth SN I'm afraid I'll throw up too much and attract the attention of my mother Who isn't asleep
 
TJT

TJT

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Aug 21, 2026
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Title: Where can I buy fentanyl If I don't have a dealer
Wth SN I'm afraid I'll throw up too much and attract the attention of my mother Who isn't asleep

Haven't done it myself. There is of course some level of risk of ordering if you are caught. So I suggest being quite sure and have it be your last step (have everything else you need done).

If you are non-technical person and don't know how to set up all that, your best bet is either trying to find it online (I read a news article of drugs being sold on snapchat, telegram, etc using certain emojis to represent different types) OR go into some sketchy part of town with limited cash (and no credit cards) and see if u can find a plug.

Tbh, all pretty sketchy methods. Idk if better ones exist.

I would not recommend opiods unless your method of suicide is 95%+ chance of success statistically. Drugs ODs and poisoning does not meet that success rate. Keep in mind if you fail or change your mind that means opiod withdrawal which I've read many times is quite hellish.

If you choose to attempt SN anyways be aware the risk of vomiting, which may cause you to fail. Extremely common. Certain prescription anti-nausea medications are supposedly a workaround. Opiods like fent also carry a high risk of vomiting I hear.
 
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