Discussion Where are you going to ctb?

[Roph]

.... a bridge, a parking garage, a tree, or a hotel

 

[Voldmort]

in an unused room of my aunt's house. she goes out to work while I go out to study, no one would find me there. has a bed there. the only difficulty is choosing the method, I have no option other than CO or jump, but I do not know where to jump and I'm very scared about this method.

CO also worried me because I have heard that there is a risk of convulsions and discomfort

 

[itsallover]

I think I'm going to hang myself in the closet tomorrow when I'm alone.

 

[millefeui]

Some random hotel room, most likely. I will leave some money for the poor soul who finds my deceased body.

 

[ScaredOfLife]

Whats your method?

I am using nitrogen and an exit bag.

 

[xiaomingdie]

Just found a place. A natural reservation right next to a college campus. Two people have offed themselves there already this year, so. It has no security. Since I'm a girl I must take precautions and find a very isolated spot which won't be hard. I'm quite happy about it now that I have a place to do it. I'm not living in my own home rn, and I live with basically strangers and I don't want to traumatize them (there's two kids here). Also jumping under a train is still a candidate but traumatizing everyone involved is a huge downside, so Imma just go to the reserve some weeks from now. Hopefully I get it done once for all.

what precautions will you talk before hanging? Is it special for girls?

 

[Redrock]

in the woods

 

[Egddios]

The thought of hanging myself in a forest is ideal, but again I'd wouldn't want someone stumbling upon my body and causing them trauma. If I could just disappear, ie find a cheap flight some place and "go off the grid", I'd do that. Currently planning to hang myself in my apartment; I live alone so I wouldn't be interrupted. Likely will be in the closet, which is big and actually has a small window in it. I'll close the door, hang myself in there, leave a note on the door for anyone who comes looking for me to call 911, and not open the door.

 

[IRIYAMA]

Found a cabin in the Hinterlands of Brisbane, used to go there often many years ago..
It's isolated and the owners aren't intrusive..

 

[lizinha]

In my room's closet

 

[headinghome]

Also, why not actually dispose of your phone? I'm planning on throwing mine into the ocean before I go.

Be sure location services are OFF if you don't.

why pollute the ocean-just smash with hammer or delete all info so it can be recycled...

 

[Powderedmonster]

My method is hanging. I live at home with my parents. The only places I can kill myself are in the woods (private+trees everywhere), a hotel (total, guaranteed privacy. No guarantee about having a proper ligature to hang from though), and home (from my outdoor shower. Most likely won't be interrupted but there's a chance. Guaranteed ligature, but major downside is my mom will find me. Also it might break or be too short to hang from full suspension, which is what I probably need to do to be successful. So in that case I'd need to do it from a tree in my backyard and risk being found while hanging since there are houses around us.) I'm thinking I'm just going to ctb at home, because I know I won't be able to be successful at partial suspension (from hotel, plus don't want to deal with the hassle), and I can't find a woods to ctb in and would probably be too scared to ctb in the woods at night. All three are bad options though.

 

[Mofreeko]

In my apartment. I live alone and have zero social life so it's going to take a long time for me to be found. I would do it at a hotel but I'm terrified of being interrupted too early by hotel staff.

 

[tomz323]

In Nature, somewhere by a stream would be nice, looking up at the sky.

 

[lululoo]

In my apartment.

 

[WaterUnder]

Undecided. Depends on method. I'd rather be home.

 

[JadedGray]

I will probably do it in a hotel room and just put up a "please don't disturb" sign. If not, then maybe somewhere in a wooded area where I won't be found if I can find such a place.

 

[phoenixx]

Either jumping from Clifton Suspension Bridge or hanging at a hotel in Cardiff

 

[k3v3r]

If i could choose, i would do it at home. Slitting my wrist is the method i prefer (i know it has a little succes rate, but i've thought about it a lot and that's the method for me. Also i cut myself so i know i can tolerate the pain) I want to do it in my bed

 

[Carly97]

in an unused room of my aunt's house. she goes out to work while I go out to study, no one would find me there. has a bed there. the only difficulty is choosing the method, I have no option other than CO or jump, but I do not know where to jump and I'm very scared about this method.

CO also worried me because I have heard that there is a risk of convulsions and discomfort

Hi how would you do co

 

[TheYounger]

Either hotel or parking lot.

 

[muffin222]

Alone in my room, in my bed. I always have savored my solitude

 

[FatalSystemError591]

Depends on the method I go with. Hanging would be in my room or backyard.
Shallow water blackout there are two accessible places for me to go.

 

[Deafsn0w]

Planning to do it in the hotel. Don't want to traumatize my family.

 

[chrisbate7]

I have a similar concern. I don't want to traumatise my mum. The best I can do is leave a note to someone else, so she isn't the one who discovers the body first.

I also have concerns over whether I will actually be able to drink the N. Given that everyone says it tastes really really bad.

Where did you get N from?

 

[Lifeless mindset]

In my bed