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hi-okbye

hi-okbye

7.7.2023<3
May 5, 2023
658
I've noticed a lot of people are planing to ctb around now after the holidays, myself included. For me I picked that time so I can enjoy the holidays with my family (more so at least they can enjoy it, and don't have to deal with loss during that time). Time has flown so fast these last couple of years, the world is heading down and I'm not interested to see what the new year has to offer. I've waited 3 years for this, and I'm excited that it's my time now.

what's your date and why'd you choose it?
 
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alwayssad

I just wanna stop existing
Oct 27, 2023
56
Haven't chosen yet, honestly I don't enjoy anything anymore I just wanna die quicker if I have the method and everything right why would I want to suffer more?
 
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sash

sash

f/uk seeking partner to vanish with
Oct 1, 2023
199
Hi. I havent chosen yet either but I have a promise to keep in Feb, then looking march/april to leave.
Nice time to go too when nature comes back to life from its slumber.
 
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until death

maybe it's time to say goodbye
Dec 12, 2023
126
On New Year's Eve
 
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Golden

Golden

Member
Nov 16, 2023
52
3.1 or 4.1 if I've been able to get meto by then
 
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LeperGnome

LeperGnome

Member
Nov 14, 2023
57
Can't even set a date, I "have" to wait for a certain event to come pass. Though the urge to just do it is growing rapidly. I can't take many more groundhog days without breaking. I just can't...
 
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alwayssearching202

alwayssearching202

Member
Dec 6, 2023
66
I hope New Year's Eve or January 1. I do not want to enter another year. I do not have family, none that care about me or spending holidays with me anyway, so the date was chosen because of work reasons and because it would be a nice, clean break.
 
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TapeMachine

TapeMachine

perpetually confused
Jan 12, 2023
385
I won't know until the day comes. There is no way I could plan a date and stick to it. I never know how I'm going to feel from one day to the next.

Edited to add: My 39th birthday is approaching (end of January), and I'd really like to liberate myself before my 40th. So we'll see what happens..
 
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Centraloze

Centraloze

Member
Nov 25, 2023
21
Got what I need, now for the exact time, need to be alone and if one of the holidays or the weekend I'd have to get a hotel. Weekday I can do it at home which is most likely. Just relieved I got the materials and it's up to me now.
 
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notherenotnow

notherenotnow

july 3rd
Oct 7, 2023
226
somewhere in july 2024, i hope
 
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mob

mob

Student
Jul 19, 2023
131
December 2026, most probably. I'm in no rush
 
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iori011x3

iori011x3

Selflessness, contribution, service ❤️
Nov 28, 2023
147
feb. 14, 2024

its the day one of my exes broke up with me on lol. hoping i could turn the day around and have lots of fun and feel at peace before going.
 
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doomedtolive

doomedtolive

I love so many things, but not myself
Dec 9, 2023
38
idk.. i was planning on december 26, but that seems too abrupt and i won't be home alone. i'm still in schooling so i might wait until christmas break plays out a bit, to sleep and enjoy things for the last time
 
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Abyssal

Abyssal

Kill me
Nov 26, 2023
1,272
Hmmm..good question….I wonder when…

I've recently been debating what the point of even setting a date is, after all if it hits May 1st and I don't feel like dying then I wouldn't go through with it obviously. I suppose a ctb date for me is a goal for when I'd like to have my supplies by and when I will allow myself to act on impulse and ctb. More like a start date where I reach the point of "any day now" and allow myself to stop holding back.
 
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Ligottian

Warlock
Dec 19, 2021
771
As I have posted before, whenever my life becomes unbearable.
 
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CouldaHvBeenARock

CouldaHvBeenARock

Farewell, My Concubine
Nov 16, 2023
127
Hopefully before 2024
Once the opportunity shows itself I'm out
Currently finishing my research
 
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Finalnight

Finalnight

Cbting 07/03/24, love you all.
Aug 16, 2023
214
Mine has to be by January, my birthday is in February and I can't and won't allow it.
 
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Aim

Aim

🤍
Sep 12, 2023
945
I work in silence so excuse moi
 
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girlsboysthems

girlsboysthems

no i dont have a gun
Dec 19, 2022
409
i think the weekend after 18th january looks good.
 
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almaPerdida

almaPerdida

"Oh God, I’m so depressed." - Marvin
Nov 24, 2023
127
i am doing it in march, in my birthday
 
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Alltheywanted

Alltheywanted

I'll just lay here and die
Mar 6, 2023
329
Around 10th january.
 
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beelzebul

beelzebul

(;´д`)ゞ
Oct 10, 2023
123
How do you guys pick a date and stick to it?
 
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ropearoundatree

Student
Nov 9, 2023
181
Probably as soon as, tomorrow night. IF All goes well & I can get things right. Circumstances and events have changed drastically; & now no longer think i can wait to tie things up nice & neatly. Unless I just wait until everybody dies, it's always going to be or leave a mess.
 
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hi-okbye

hi-okbye

7.7.2023<3
May 5, 2023
658
How do you guys pick a date and stick to it?
depends on what you mean. I've set a lot of dates that I failed or just straight up wasn't able to try even. I just keep setting dates, mainly ones I don't want to live past, or when I can attempt soonest. I just sort of see how it goes from there I guess.
 
UnwillingSavior

UnwillingSavior

Mr. Self Destruct
Nov 2, 2023
111
I have a date but I'm afraid to share the day or month, just in case. It's a special day for me, though, picked more for sentimental reasons rather than convenience. Albeit the day its on is actually convenient for a personal situation, it isn't the main reason. It is in the not so distant future is all I can say. I hope for those who have a day planned, everything can work out for you. Good luck all.
 
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Lost cherry

Lost cherry

Student
Oct 21, 2023
144
21.January or 18. February
 
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FailerQt.

FailerQt.

Crazy bish
Mar 17, 2023
87
Will most likely suck for the one who will find me, but my plan is actually a Christmas day
 
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IsThisEverything

IsThisEverything

Member
Nov 1, 2023
88
Not finalised a date, but I'm looking at 30th or 31st Dec this year as a possibility. It depends on whether my SN actually arrives or if not whether I decide to go to option B (jumping).

The last few months have been a massive struggle and now I have a few days off work I think this is a good time.
 
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tvoisluga

tvoisluga

trapped in a body
Dec 22, 2023
96
if evsrything goes according to plan its this august. if i lose my chance i must wait for whole another year to be able to do it..
 
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