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fallingleaves

fallingleaves

"I wish you happiness in the life you have chosen"
Nov 21, 2024
50
In August before the dentist. When is the last time you said thank you and meant it?
 
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kril

Member
Dec 31, 2021
28
Right now. When's the last time you went to the ball game?
 
GlassMoon

GlassMoon

trapped in a maze
Nov 18, 2024
87
Two months ago.

When is the last time you used binoculars (and what did you look at)?
 
SoulWhisperer

SoulWhisperer

A dead man cannot regret. « MtF »
Nov 13, 2023
410
Two months ago.

When is the last time you used binoculars (and what did you look at)?
Several years ago, I was on the snowy mountains with my grandpa, I was little and I used them to look as far as I could in the landscape.

When's the last time you were truly happy?
 
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hawkshorizon

hawkshorizon

Member
Aug 23, 2023
70
I was a pretty young kid sitting on a kitchen stool watching my mom prepare dinner as the sun went down and streaked the sky in deep oranges and reds.

When's the last time you truly enjoyed playing a game with a friend(s)?
 
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Blue&Grey

Blue&Grey

New Member
May 29, 2023
3
yesterday did some Valorant.

When was the last time you went outside and not for a errand?
I was a pretty young kid sitting on a kitchen stool watching my mom prepare dinner as the sun went down and streaked the sky in deep oranges and reds.

When's the last time you truly enjoyed playing a game with a friend(s)?
 
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CatLvr

Paragon
Aug 1, 2024
933
This morning.



When's the last time you spent time outside in the moonlight? (I think I might have asked that before. But to me it's extremely important for your well-being. Go out in the moonlight, take your shoes off, stand in the grass and breathe deeply while you "bathe" in Mother Earth's energy.)
 
Blue&Grey

Blue&Grey

New Member
May 29, 2023
3
This morning.



When's the last time you spent time outside in the moonlight? (I think I might have asked that before. But to me it's extremely important for your well-being. Go out in the moonlight, take your shoes off, stand in the grass and breathe deeply while you "bathe" in Mother Earth's energy.)
I went a few days ago for a walk in a dress nothing else with a jacket on at 3 degrees started off with sad songs and crying and after a bit looking outside probs looking like a lunatic i felt better i was listening to better music and even danced a bit felt alive and as soon as i got home my dad said something and ruined it all - can't wait to move out.

When was the last time you got a real letter (one in an envelope with a stamp on it) written by a real person?
 
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CatLvr

Paragon
Aug 1, 2024
933
I went a few days ago for a walk in a dress nothing else with a jacket on at 3 degrees started off with sad songs and crying and after a bit looking outside probs looking like a lunatic i felt better i was listening to better music and even danced a bit felt alive and as soon as i got home my dad said something and ruined it all - can't wait to move out.

When was the last time you got a real letter (one in an envelope with a stamp on it) written by a real person?
I quit worrying about what my folks thought about me in my 30s. Truth be told, I should have walked away YEARS before that, so I feel you. Btw, did you know spending time in the cold (either like you did, or a cold shower or bath) for 15-20 minutes a day triggers mitochondrial changes that keep you younger than your biological age??

And, honestly, I don't remember. Last year I got a Christmas card that was signed and addressed by hand. Guess that counts a little bit??





When's the last time you held a pet and stroked it's fur (or skin) and watched it love being loved on??
 
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Thisisnotaname

Arcanist
Aug 27, 2024
427
3 years ago I own a cat. My little baby.

When the last time you talk with loved one ?
 
Blue&Grey

Blue&Grey

New Member
May 29, 2023
3
I quit worrying about what my folks thought about me in my 30s. Truth be told, I should have walked away YEARS before that, so I feel you. Btw, did you know spending time in the cold (either like you did, or a cold shower or bath) for 15-20 minutes a day triggers mitochondrial changes that keep you younger than your biological age??

And, honestly, I don't remember. Last year I got a Christmas card that was signed and addressed by hand. Guess that counts a little bit??





When's the last time you held a pet and stroked it's fur (or skin) and watched it love being loved on??
I am happy you know about that i used to be able to do cold showers now i do it sometimes when there is not hot water in the house but i love leaving my window open or going full out when its cold. It like give a melancholic vibe not really sure how to describe it. Going to uni gonna be alone the things they say to me its always when i am doing better i want to distance myself from things that make me not happy - hopefully actually stop wasting my life Infront of my pc and start doing something next year in January or hopefully by 2026. Its hard to quit thinking because i want to be accepted by society i struggle with being fat and it puts me down hopefully i will fix that too next year and its like you can ignore them but when you alone with yourself my mind spirals its moods sometimes don't give a fuck sometimes struggle anyway you seem cool 🤗
3 years ago I own a cat. My little baby.

When the last time you talk with loved one ?
my mom texted me today i think called her yesterday or so on, "friends" all the time. what is a loved one tho? do you love the loved ones all the time? anyway i am eating McDonalds cause i was feeling hella sad and food is my comfort thing.

When was the last time you got fast food and what was it? Was it good?
 
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3rdworldsadness

3rdworldsadness

Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
37
I am happy you know about that i used to be able to do cold showers now i do it sometimes when there is not hot water in the house but i love leaving my window open or going full out when its cold. It like give a melancholic vibe not really sure how to describe it. Going to uni gonna be alone the things they say to me its always when i am doing better i want to distance myself from things that make me not happy - hopefully actually stop wasting my life Infront of my pc and start doing something next year in January or hopefully by 2026. Its hard to quit thinking because i want to be accepted by society i struggle with being fat and it puts me down hopefully i will fix that too next year and its like you can ignore them but when you alone with yourself my mind spirals its moods sometimes don't give a fuck sometimes struggle anyway you seem cool 🤗

my mom texted me today i think called her yesterday or so on, "friends" all the time. what is a loved one tho? do you love the loved ones all the time? anyway i am eating McDonalds cause i was feeling hella sad and food is my comfort thing.

When was the last time you got fast food and what was it? Was it good?
16 December. It was pizza. It was good.


When was the last time you felt good?
 
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InversedShadow

InversedShadow

Experienced
Dec 28, 2023
219
Yesterday

When was the last time you drank black tea?
 
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Nigh

Experienced
Oct 12, 2020
246
Yesterday

When was the last time you drank black tea?
6 years ago, I think, I was going to group therapy and I hadn't slept, so I thought why not. That's when I probably realised that caffeine has the opposite effect on me.


When's the last time you ate a piece of cake?
 
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InversedShadow

InversedShadow

Experienced
Dec 28, 2023
219
I had a cake piece 3 weeks ago, it was pretty decent!

When's the last time you watched the stars?
 
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kenma0

kenma0

𝔪𝔦𝔰𝔰𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔱𝔬 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥
Dec 22, 2024
39
I had a cake piece 3 weeks ago, it was pretty decent!

When's the last time you watched the stars?
gosh im not sure. i look up at them everytime im out at night, but i truly watched them on my 25th birthday on a camping trip... with someone i miss. it was rlly beautiful.

whens the last time you made a friend?
 
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CatLvr

Paragon
Aug 1, 2024
933
Oh gosh ... Last year ...



When's the last time you smiled at a stranger??
 
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Thisisnotaname

Arcanist
Aug 27, 2024
427
This morning when I junk my recyclable.


When the last time you think about your Glory days ?
 
MewtwoIsAlive

MewtwoIsAlive

Suffering
Jul 11, 2020
216
I dunno, this or last week probably?

When was the last time u ate cheescake?
 
lemonbunny

lemonbunny

daydreaming the pain away ☆.。.:*・°
Sep 9, 2023
243
yesterday i got strawberry cheesecake ice cream from baskin robbin's ^^

when's the last time you had a merry christmas?
 
shrizoid

shrizoid

Student
Nov 18, 2024
135
yesterday i got strawberry cheesecake ice cream from baskin robbin's ^^

when's the last time you had a merry christmas?
I don't remember honesty, it's not like any of my last Christmases were horrible or anything, they just weren't overly "merry", but I think I will put down 2022 for this as I get some cool gifts that year.

When was the last time you picked up a new hobby?
 
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InversedShadow

InversedShadow

Experienced
Dec 28, 2023
219
When was the last time you picked up a new hobby?
Difficult question, but like ~2 months ago I started exercising at home and while it might not be that much of a hobby, it kind of feels like one because I do it everyday and Im genuinely interested in continuing that

When was the last time you had anything to do with Star Wars series?
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
585
Difficult question, but like ~2 months ago I started exercising at home and while it might not be that much of a hobby, it kind of feels like one because I do it everyday and Im genuinely interested in continuing that

When was the last time you had anything to do with Star Wars series?
When I played angry birds star wars and got the plushies for it, was probably somewhere around the age of 10. Never actually done anything with just star wars itself.

When was the last time you got hugged?
 
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Thisisnotaname

Arcanist
Aug 27, 2024
427
I dont remember. Maybe 2 yrs



When the last time you feel happy on wake up ?
 
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knighterrant

knighterrant

Member
Dec 27, 2024
6
It's hard to say, but about 10 months ago



When was the last time you heard a sincere 'I love you' from someone?
 
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emptinessdancing

Member
Jun 5, 2024
18
Today, actually.

When was the last time you watched a sunrise/sunset? No, like, *really* watched....
 
Prism

Prism

💔
Jul 15, 2024
61
I'm not sure that's ever happened to me.

When's the last time you pulled an all-nighter?
 

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