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Niko

Niko

Student
Oct 4, 2018
112
something terrible happened and it looks like i've officially overstayed my welcome here. what do i have to do to tie up loose ends within 24 hours?

i live at home with my parents and they take care of everything around the house. i guess i should clean my room a little for them? just something nice for them lol. also a note, i would like to write a note. and then cancel the things i pay for monthly like the gym i go to? i don't give a fuck about telling work anything so that's good.

also of course is my method. i'd like to hang myself but i don't even have a rope, can I get one at walmart? I was thinking of ctb by hanging in the woods on a tree? like where else can i go on short notice and do this and not be bothered?

i just want to get this done and over with now, i can't keep waking up.
 
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dysfunctional

dysfunctional

Arcanist
Oct 26, 2018
459
something terrible happened and it looks like i've officially overstayed my welcome here. what do i have to do to tie up loose ends within 24 hours?

i live at home with my parents and they take care of everything around the house. i guess i should clean my room a little for them? just something nice for them lol. also a note, i would like to write a note. and then cancel the things i pay for monthly like the gym i go to? i don't give a fuck about telling work anything so that's good.

also of course is my method. i'd like to hang myself but i don't even have a rope, can I get one at walmart? I was thinking of ctb by hanging in the woods on a tree? like where else can i go on short notice and do this and not be bothered?

i just want to get this done and over with now, i can't keep waking up.
I can relate to your pain. Seems like cancelling your payments is a good idea. You're lucky not to have too many loose ends to tie up. Walmart or any hardware store would definitely sell rope.
 
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creationisdeath

Specialist
Oct 20, 2018
359
Why even bother? You'll be dead. If you feel like writing do it. You don't owe the world anything.
Be free.

And sleep well brother.
 
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lv-gras

fledermausßßßßßßßß
Jul 27, 2018
617
offers hugs

this happened recently, personally, it's a rough situation.

just some suggestions, materials for methods obviously, write what you want done in terms of wishes and a living will just in case, also something for your online presence maybe? and take some time to write a quick nice note to friends and whoever maybe?
 
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1234dave

Specialist
Oct 5, 2018
369
screw everyone else, you deserve peace
 
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