When you're autistic and repulsive looking, no one even perceives you as a human being...

[Sakura.]

Spoiler: ...

I'm just an autistic, repulsive-looking monster to everyone...

This is another graphic I made, which I try to help myself in any way...

 

[Macedonian1987]

Honestly, being good-looking doesn't make things that much easier when you're autistic. When I was younger, my looks definitely got me through the door, but I still ended up alone. I had plenty of girls show interest at first, but after a few dates, they'd usually stop calling. It felt like once my autism became more apparent, it just pushed them all away.

 

[lon3lyheartt]

exactly! I'm also autistic and have been feeling disgusting since my teenage years. being an ugly autistic woman definitely makes us invisible, people either ignore us or judge us.
i've always been jealous of conventionally attractive women but after hearing autistic pretty women's experiences, they actually talk about how neurotypical people may be interested in them because of their looks at first but when they hang out, the neurotypical people just sense that these autistic women are different and they are discarded afterwards too. it looks like the biggest problem is just being who we are.