"When you want something the universe conspires in helping you find it"

[GoneGoneGone]

It hurts so much and I couldn't imagine your pain after 22 years I am so sorry, sending you love & hugs. I'm thinking of you, I know how hard it is I spent 11 years with my ex-partner (I hate typing "ex") as I type this he's out with friends right now, I'm worried, I want to be the only girl he wants.

My ex partners mum lost her husband after 25 years and a year later she found someone else, it made me feel sick, it's like she forgot all those years with her husband, she has grandchildren so I don't know why she didn't spend time with her family instead of finding someone and moving on so quickly!
I want to say life gets better but I can't even take my own advice atm

May I ask how old are you if you spent 11 years with him?

 

[Worthless_nobody]

When I want something the universe conspires to make sure I DON'T find it. Life has been nothing but one big lie, let down, empty promise. I have accomplish nothing and none of my hopes and dreams have happened.

 

[raindrops]

You can't just sit around dream and wait for something to come to you without putting in effort unfortunately. Anyway...today I'm taking a walk to the cliff and having a think about ending it. My first time doing something alone, fed up being alone it's like I'm dead anyway at this point.

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

Wishful thinking and toxic positivity.