Venting When you hate life so much you don’t even want to try

[offbalance]

I feel like I have an extreme distaste toward life in general, like the cruelty and unfairness that's built into the fabric of our universe, no matter what the state of our world is. This makes me extremely unmotivated to even try, no amount of positive thinking changes those facts. Why stick around for something that at its core I really dislike?

Yes I know there are good things in life too but oftentimes when I feel those good things it just highlights for me how bad the bad, really is. It seems like I have to ignore truth to a degree to enjoy life and that just seems somewhat, empty to me? and I'm not trying to get my mind changed here just venting. Unless you have something that I haven't heard before idk

 

[NoName_NoLife]

In my opinion, current life in the modern world is slavery, a fate that humans have inflicted upon them. Life is unfair. life has little meaning

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I have disgust for life / existence / consciousness and this evil world

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, for me personally I'd never wish for something as cruel as existence, it's so terrible and dreadful to me how existence causes all this suffering, what I see as the problem is existence itself and I find it so undesirable to exist.

 

[Lulu Sun]

I can't find the meaning of life either

 

[Plentiful_Despair]

I'm 22, nothing ever really interested me enough to pursue life any further. Everything society sells as valuable is fake and evil, it destroys me.

 

[keymashhhh]

thats true, every conscious being suffers for most of the time of its existence. This universe is built on suffering , i think after death we won't even go to hell because this is somehow hell