When you feel more pain than good in life…

[torturedmind]

I feel like I feel more pain in life than good feelings. You know, like happiness. I don't know if I even know what true happiness feels like. It's hard to want to keep going when most of life feels like pain and suffering. There are some moments where I find joy in some things, but those moments are fleeting. My default mood is sad, if I want to feel good I have to try hard to convince myself to feel good. It's so tiring to live this way.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling so tired of it all, I also feel tired of suffering in this existence, I suffer from simply just existing. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[foreverlanguish]

I get what you mean. Life really does feel so ephemeral like that, and it feels so exhausting trying to keep up with it. I don't think I've ever truly felt what real happiness feels like, either.