Discussion When to do it

[weallhaveourghosts]

Got my SN. Debating on when to do it now....the 10th of December would be when my dad passed 10 years ago but that would def make it look more like a suicide than anything. Considering this coming Sunday or some random week day mid december.

 

[peewee]

sorry your here. sending love....in all likelyhood thats around the time i will ctb re sn. im sorry about your dad.

 

[weallhaveourghosts]

sorry your here. sending love....in all likelyhood thats around the time i will ctb re sn. im sorry about your dad.

It's alright. I honestly figure at this point it makes sense. I dont see why I'm here. I dont fill a hole in anyones life that would otherwise be there if I wasn't around. I just walk around aimlessly at this point and dont see a reason to keep going. Been suicidal for a long time but this is it. Maybe I'll stay for the rest of 2025 but that'll be it. No point in doing another calendar year for it to be the same it is now.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.