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bestbefore053121

Member
Oct 26, 2021
12
As you can tell from my username, mine was May 31, 2021. Then both my best friends announced they were going to get married this year. (They have no idea about what's going on with me.) So I paused planning my death. But one of them postponed her wedding until next year. Well, that sucks. She better do it before May 31, 2022. That's my next target date — if I can even hold on for that long.
 
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Chockles

Experienced
Sep 17, 2021
270
Next week. I can't hold on any longer. As soon as my N arrives I'll be out of here within a few days max.
 
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motyxia

motyxia

less than him
Oct 14, 2021
166
Idk what year, but on Halloween. Because that's the best day of the year. I wanna die on my favourite day. A Halloween with a full moon would be the greatest but the last one was 2020 & the next won't be until 2039, I won't live that long.
 
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Jacket

Jacket

Member
Oct 13, 2021
37
Fixed suicide dates rarely ever work out, so I don't have one. It'll happen when it happens.
 
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Shadowplay

Shadowplay

Average life non-enjoyer
Sep 11, 2021
853
Doomsday at this point
 
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haibiantou

haibiantou

Member
Oct 5, 2021
42
As you can tell from my username, mine was May 31, 2021. Then both my best friends announced they were going to get married this year. (They have no idea about what's going on with me.) So I paused planning my death. But one of them postponed her wedding until next year. Well, that sucks. She better do it before May 31, 2022. That's my next target date — if I can even hold on for that long.
Hey 31st of May is my birthday, haha.

I have the vague notion in my head of 28th July 2025 - one of my parents is retiring in 2024 and they want to go travelling with me then. I want to stick around to be able to give them some nice memories but sometimes I don't know if I can wait that long. But in any case I would need a month or two to sort a will and put my affairs in order and make sure my method is foolproof.

My biggest nightmare is my brother getting married or having a baby around the same time though because I would feel a need to stick around for that and not fuck him over. So I relate to you about the wedding part, very frustrating.
 
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8evergo

8evergo

Mage
Oct 20, 2021
557
In November
 
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Cheers

Cheers

✨suicide is self-care✨
Oct 8, 2021
112
Booked a hotel room for Saturday night. I'll drink sn at midnight so i can die on halloween, just thought it'd be cool since i have the opportunity.
I really really hope it'll work though bc i can't fail. It's die or die, i die or i die! Yes, i'm trying to manifest it lol
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
1,485
Im waiting until my physical health becomes a hospitalised situ. If i get dragged in, i might not be able to get out alive.

i think by then, i will know my time is up.

im having second thoughts about Switzerland. It seems so Eurocratic.

i have plan B.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,789
If I do it any time soon it will have to be relatively impulsive. It's SN, but I can still create opportunities for impulsive attempts.
 
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Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
1,474
There is an All Saint's day coming. I like special days. Maybe then?
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
Im not going until my dog passes away, my ideal date would probably be New Years Day, a few hours after midnight.
 
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Stroopwafel.

Stroopwafel.

Meow
Jan 14, 2020
109
I don't have an exact date, but I'm sure it will be somewhere next year. A few weeks ago I made myself a promise to stay around for the rest of the year. Spend time with my cats and parents and do some nice things with them, to make some last nice memories. It's hard sometimes tho, some days I really wanna break the promise and do it this year.
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
I was thinking after Christmas but it will be tempting to do it sooner when I get my SN. Going to book a hotel room and hope it all works
 
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Cheza_mus

Experienced
Jul 1, 2021
242
Mine probably Xmas or newyears
 
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Freedom Believer

Freedom Believer

Forever alone.
Dec 23, 2019
351
Early November, if I fail, then after Christmas.
 
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Mental

Mental

Member
Oct 12, 2021
38
There is not an ideal day to commit suicide, before I thought that yes, in fact I had planned for a year my suicide to the millimeter and went wrong, so now if I do I will do it without a specific date, any day is good to die.
 
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Jenjoh2358

Jenjoh2358

Close the world, Open the next.
Oct 12, 2021
112
Saturday, November 6, 2021
(If things go to plan)
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,875
Booked a hotel room for Saturday night. I'll drink sn at midnight so i can die on halloween, just thought it'd be cool since i have the opportunity.
I really really hope it'll work though bc i can't fail. It's die or die, i die or i die! Yes, i'm trying to manifest it lol
I hope you are able to get the peace that you are looking for.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,585
I do not have a planned date at the moment. I know that I will ctb when things get worse, and I know they will. At that point I will be desperate. I think if I tried to set a date, I would never be able to stick to it. It will just be a feeling deep down, that I know it is time to leave.
 
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The Divine Comedy

The Divine Comedy

Everything that has a beginning has an end
Oct 19, 2021
53
It'll happen once I move into my own place in ten months. Currently living with a mate and can't put him through that. When I am truly alone and living alone, only then I will see the shadow's true face.
 
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Death is your gift

Death is your gift

Member
Oct 7, 2021
44
In november, if everything is fine.

If I can overcome the fear of dying and all that stuff...
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
I havent set a date. I guess I will do it impulsively. Everyday is a nightmare so I dont care about the day. It could be next week or next month if my mood doesnt improve.
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
Very soon. Conflicted emotion about it but it got to be done. I hate this world i hate who created it
 
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ChobaniFlipSmores

ChobaniFlipSmores

Hakuna matata?
Jul 28, 2021
174
January 2nd 2022...because January 1st is still the weekend and why would I want to CTB on a day I don't have to go to work?
 
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sadbadpsychogirl

sadbadpsychogirl

sonofabitch
May 29, 2020
725
whenever my body gives out i guess. probably in around 2 months? hopefully...
 
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Grant Me Death

Grant Me Death

Grant
Jul 26, 2021
21
11/8/2021 as of today.
 
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deathgripsme

deathgripsme

There is another world
Oct 26, 2021
117
I actually want to stick around til after christmas but I want to ctb sooner everyday
 
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