When is it most likely you will CTB?

[ddn.ctb]

When I am travelling and alone in a a hotel where I always have my hanging kit with me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't have any plans to leave in the near future, sadly not everyone has the privilege of a suicide method plan they feel confident in. In my case suicide methods are either risky or inaccessible which is the horrible consequence of existing in this anti-suicide society.

 

[Seered Doom]

I'm in the same boat as FC, though I'm willing to try whatever methods I can feasibly do that are at my disposal

 

[Lookoutbelow]

Most likely after Christmas when I become homeless, but the threat of homelessness looms over me daily. Right now I am in crisis mode. I may have to jump to my death at any time. I would prefer it to be at night. It just feels more peaceful.

 

[Old Friend]

February or March it's looking like atm.

 

[Enlighten]

I can't do it yet. I love my mother too much, i can't for my life leave her behind.
The moment she would die i will kill myself in the same day.

 

[oiopb]

when i can access a rope and have a night to do it

 

[ddn.ctb]

when i can access a rope and have a night to do it

I can relate. It will be for me when I M alone in a hotel on a business trip. I already have all my tools.

 

[BlazingBob]

Hopefully before Christmas if I can get all my ducks in a row. My health problems are making my life absolutely unbearable and truly not worth living. Every single day is miserable so I may end up snapping at any time.

 

[lattebrew]

I was planning on doing it last Sunday, but things obviously didn't work out. I think I'll give things a chance, and if nothing works out, I'll ctb in July.

 

[Bunny Beanie]

It's a dream of mine to ctb on my birthday. I've tried before but it was unsuccessful. Practice makes perfect though so hopefully this time will be the one.

 

[DEATH IS FREEDOM]

I want to do it as soon as possible - preferably at the next full moon. I just want to get away from the hell of life. It is cruel and stupid that I continue to suffer for decades only to wait for a death from old age. I have to find the courage to die.

 

[sserafim]

When I am travelling and alone in a a hotel where I always have my hanging kit with me.

Probably within the next 2 years, before I turn 25. 25 is my maximum exit point. It's looking more and more like sometime this year though

 

[Conker]

Tallest building, 2027 is the most I can tolerate such a drab planet.

If it ends up a bit sooner then I wish I could've said it would bother me.

 

[Decayed]

as soon as i get my hands on the supplies i need i'm gone

 

[leavingsoon99]

A few days. In my bedroom, 2:14 am. Just something about the early hours of the night.

 

[fallintotheshadows]

I don't have any plans to leave in the near future, sadly not everyone has the privilege of a suicide method plan they feel confident in. In my case suicide methods are either risky or inaccessible which is the horrible consequence of existing in this anti-suicide society.

Where do you live if you mind where you aren't able to?

 

[Tragoedia Vitae]

Probably after my dad dies (but my feelings are torn on this because I truly hope that he lives a long, long time). I hate the idea of leaving him all alone in this awful world to fend for himself. If I don't CTB at that time, then definitely when I can't take care of myself without someone else's assistance. Or when I receive a terminal diagnosis.

On the other hand, I don't know. I fear death so much but life is equally terrible. Consciousness itself is terrible. I might CTB earlier if I have to.

 

[FuneralCry]

Where do you live if you mind where you aren't able to?

I'm from the UK which is a very anti-suicide country. There is certainly no acceptance towards the right to cease existing in peace here.