When having a bath is a monumental task …

[CTB Fella]

You know you're in trouble.

I fucking hate feeling like this.

I have no energy or desire to do anything. Just want to sleep my life away, but can't, because of insomnia.

I need this all to be over. "Life" is a pointless exercise, and I want no part in it.

 

[BloomingStrella]

Every single day I feel like not doing anything. I don't wanna wake up, don't wanna breathe, and I especially don't wanna have to do things. I just wish I could go to sleep and somehow die in my sleep, but I can't even do that, because I also suffer from insomnia. I don't really get how people can be so optimistic about life, it's so overrated. I also am too scared of a failed attempt, so I keep suffering pointlessly in this endless cycle of misery called life. I really wish it would all just be over already.

 

[nosoul]

100%, now I can't even shit,have SN but maybe it won't work?

 

[FuneralCry]

To me existing is something that is so incredibly futile and tedious, it's a burden to have the ability to exist in this world, as after all, all that humans are doing is just passing the time until they inevitably cease existing. I also wish for nothing to do with existing, in fact I've never wished to be here at all, there is no value to this endless cycle of suffering where we are only destined to decay from age and suffer more in the process. Such a thing as existing could certainly never appeal to me, it's understandable just wishing to sleep.

 

[downndone2]

Everything feels like too much to do. It is awful! I hope every nite and day that I'll die

 

[CTB Fella]

So I just had a bath (I was starting to smell!)

Plucked my eyebrows, trimmed my nose & ear hair, clipped my nails, but never bothered to shave.

Do I feel any better for it? No.

Sending love to all x.

 

[hellispink]

I know. It is so exhausting. Even washing my hair, it gets matted all the time and my scalp starts hurting and sore because its long and the tangles pull my hair. Its hard to keep up with cleaning this room too. Everything is a mess like my head.

 

[downndone2]

Same here, bathing, laundry, cleaning all are almost impossible to get accomplished. I hate ny life. I'm forced to shower on days I have to work and it feels so tasking to clean myself, let alone work

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

same here, brushing is horrible too