Discussion When does this end ugh

[terribleson15]

My life is already shit but these small things keep happening that makes me question if it's worth to go through with another day.
I got some problems I'd like to talk about but anyways that's for another post.

Specifically about looks for today. So I've been so fucking insecure about my ugly fucking face, I've always hated it and myself overall. If I don't "ascend" like they say, then I will most likely end it all.
There not a lot of stuff that keeps me on this earth, but I feel like if i can manage to actually look better and feel satisfied within myself then I might actually want to live.

I've just realized how brutal it is, right now I want to kill myself, but if I manage to look a lot better then my whole life will change and I'll maybe actually be happy.

 

[Wolf Girl]

I'm sorry you're going through this. I also am having a lot of feelings about being conventionally unattractive. It is very hard to live with. Hope you can get a break from the thoughts.

 

[terribleson15]

Unfortunately I'd never have my face as my profile picture

I'm sorry you're going through this. I also am having a lot of feelings about being conventionally unattractive. It is very hard to live with. Hope you can get a break from the thoughts.

Hope you can too (;
It's gotta be one of the hardest things to be fair.
I'm really thinking about surgerys