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When do you plan on catching the bus?
Thread starterLiebestod
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Hoping to do it by Christmas. I kind of regret not taking a perfect opportunity when I first joined this website but I think I'm more confident now that I want to do it by Christmas.
I am already dead inside, only my pains remind me that I am still alive, I plan my exit in the near future, but if I find a compatible partner and he wants to ctb asap it would be ok, I am ready to go
I don't know, it bothers me to think that if I make a plan a year from now, it will be frustrating to still be alive by then.
If I had the chance, it could be today, tomorrow, or in ten years. If only I had the chance and the courage to die. I wish I could somehow get N; it would be wonderful. I think I would cry tears of joy and could even plan my last days to finally rest in peace.
I had suicidal ideation ever since my teens (common for autistic people afaik); as long as my parents are alive (especially my mom) I can't do it. Also my siblings... well... It's complicated. But honestly, I just don't know how long I can still take the suffering. But I am also kinda scared of death. Still. When I think about the fact that there will be a body without a "me" inside. It gives me the creeps.
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