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When do you plan on catching the bus?

  • In the next six months

    Votes: 48 58.5%
  • In the next year

    Votes: 18 22.0%
  • In the next two years

    Votes: 7 8.5%
  • In the next 3 years

    Votes: 6 7.3%
  • In the next 4 years

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • In the next 5+ years

    Votes: 8 9.8%

  • Total voters
    82
somüde

somüde

nobody knows i'm a neanderthal
Apr 14, 2024
7
i was going to in the next 6 months before my birthday but i'm really trying to hold off till my sister finishes high school in november next year
 
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Adamsnolife

Adamsnolife

Arcanist
May 5, 2020
401
Hopefully in the new year
 
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TheCallOfTheStars

TheCallOfTheStars

Member
Oct 29, 2025
51
Hoping to do it by Christmas. I kind of regret not taking a perfect opportunity when I first joined this website but I think I'm more confident now that I want to do it by Christmas.
 
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flaunting

New Member
Sep 27, 2024
1
2026 or 2027
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
2,580
I am already dead inside, only my pains remind me that I am still alive, I plan my exit in the near future, but if I find a compatible partner and he wants to ctb asap it would be ok, I am ready to go
 
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Eriktf

Elementalist
Jun 1, 2023
807
i have no idea tried impulsivity 43 days ago
 
Vlad Tepes

Vlad Tepes

Experienced
Jun 24, 2025
265
Dunno. Probably within the next 6 months, though.
 
Michelstaedter

Michelstaedter

Specialist
Feb 25, 2025
324
I don't know, it bothers me to think that if I make a plan a year from now, it will be frustrating to still be alive by then.

If I had the chance, it could be today, tomorrow, or in ten years. If only I had the chance and the courage to die. I wish I could somehow get N; it would be wonderful. I think I would cry tears of joy and could even plan my last days to finally rest in peace.
 
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merlinscries

Member
Nov 16, 2025
59
I had suicidal ideation ever since my teens (common for autistic people afaik); as long as my parents are alive (especially my mom) I can't do it. Also my siblings... well... It's complicated. But honestly, I just don't know how long I can still take the suffering. But I am also kinda scared of death. Still. When I think about the fact that there will be a body without a "me" inside. It gives me the creeps.
 
Monolithian

Monolithian

Member
Nov 12, 2025
67
Whenever the annual Christmas party is. So either slightly before or slightly after Christmas.
 

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