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Vesiira

Vesiira

Dreaming Of Being Buried
Nov 7, 2023
154
definitely all day!!!! but even more so at night unfortunately πŸ˜΅β€πŸ’«πŸŒ‘πŸ˜­
 
sensenmann

sensenmann

this will be the end of me
Jun 14, 2023
141
In the morning, i HATE waking up, any other time is bearable.
 
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Weltall

Weltall

Consider Your Choices Before You Act
Nov 9, 2023
112
On normal days, probably the mornings. Like Sensenmann, I'm not a morning person and would prefer to wake up later in the day.
On bad days (like today), it's the whole 24 hours.

As cliche as it is, stepping out into the sun does make me feel better. The dose of vitamin D does reduce my depressive symptoms.
Problem is, I really enjoy my introversion and staying in my room more than the outside.
 
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cryvinglightning

cryvinglightning

it gets worse before it gets better.
Oct 27, 2023
102
it's really bad when i first wake up and it becomes unbearable in the night before falling asleep. for the rest of the day is like a dull pang right in my sternum.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,451
I'm always tired of existing no matter what, but I find it especially dreadful to wake up and realise that I'm still here. Existing is just undesirable and futile suffering, it's horrible how we cannot just easily choose to cease existing in peace despite the fact that we were forced to exist here. It's cruel how consciousness doesn't come with an offswitch, existence itself is the true problem.
 
sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
In the morning, i HATE waking up, any other time is bearable.
Same. I also hate waking up in the morning. I'm honestly disappointed that I have to wake up and face yet another day.
 
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greebo6

Enlightened
Sep 11, 2020
1,671
Upon waking in the morning and for a while after. Its the worst.
 

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