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empty sighs

empty sighs

deserves to die “しがみつくな”
Feb 14, 2022
125
I mean if you're already dead. When exactly did you die?
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
606
When you find no purpose in life
 
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demuic

demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
1,383
When I woke up to the reality of human existence.
 
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markimobzzdeasui

markimobzzdeasui

Life is a cruel joke
Oct 24, 2021
1,151
I guess in 2018. Lost my dream,passion,humanity and soul.
 
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Leiden

Arcanist
Sep 1, 2020
435
6 or 7 years ago and it has only gotten worse and worse since then. God, I wish I was dead.
 
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Gsvko

Mea culpa.
Dec 14, 2021
189
October 2021, I was dying before, but that's when pulverisation occured
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,378
I do not believe I have ever really been alive in the first place, I have never wanted to live and I do not belong in this world. I just wish it was easier to actually leave this world, as even know I am dead inside, I am still breathing.
 
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Niirvana

Niirvana

♥Soon♥
Sep 18, 2020
436
Since i was 13. Now im 28.... Im so tired
 
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ProntoFim

Hoping for my midnight
Feb 2, 2022
22
It was 2019 when heavy spiritual attacks began to be launched against me. Now I can't even remember who I am. It was September 9th when I had my first so-called psychotic break, I was hospitalized and I understood how the system works and how rotten it is inside and out. But before that, I was already going through a process of losing myself for the last 15 years but it was slow so I didn't notice the evil around me. Tired of resisting, from now on no more.
 
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Maaizr

Maaizr

LESS TALKING MORE KILLING
Aug 2, 2021
148
i dunno, like 12 ? im 27 now

i probably actually lost my "soul" recently, feels that way anyway - never been more ready to die
 
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O_oreo.

O_oreo.

Member
Dec 30, 2021
51
2015-2016, creo que ahí empecé a perder el sentido de la vida y un shock y un vacío increíble por dentro.
 
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headwood

headwood

Member
Feb 9, 2022
35
April 2021. A bacterial infection called Bartonella entered my brain and killed the old me. Possibly also have neurological Lyme disease. Lost my long-term relationship, my stepchildren, my home, ability to work, my future, and my soul. Friends all faded away. I live life on the bleeding edge of survival in between terror/panic attacks that are caused by the bacteria in an increasingly agoraphobic horror show of constant PTSD, invasive obsessive rumination, insomnia, a comical circus show of involuntary physiological and neuropsychiatric symptoms, inconsolable heartbreak and grief, resentment and bitterness toward my ex and the poisonous cast of characters around her and her kids' father, and suicidal nihilism. I'm a shell of a human being played like a marionette by colonies of bacteria inside of my brain and central nervous system.
 
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Seaghost

Seaghost

Specialist
Apr 14, 2019
355
With the beginning of discovering my sexual feelings. I was 11 at that time.
 
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JinZhin

JinZhin

we are in hell
Nov 2, 2021
187
I feel like I have been losing it little by little since I was 7 or so.
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,318
I died multiple times in my adulthood:

- in 2010 I was rejected. I had a dream.
- in 2011 I understood the pain of backstabbing, deceit, and manipulation. I understood that race and shallow appearances rule especially if you are a woman
- in 2016-2018 I started dying slowly. My emotional pain was out of control.
- in 2020-2022 I am dead and it is over. I am numb. No more false hope and fake dreams. It is over.
 
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astroworld

Member
Feb 15, 2022
7
idk probably 2008 or 2009? I was very young so it mightve even maybe been slightly earlier than that, im not 100% sure. all I know is that not great stuff was happening around that time period in my life and from then on I've just been a largely emotionless husk
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
I don't believe in the existence of souls.
 
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mistvissione11e

mistvissione11e

Member
Jan 3, 2022
49
December 2017 a thick fog started clouding my mind, I had given up myself.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
Never had a soul,l was born of Sin! Damned since day one.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
2006-2008 when pimples begun on my face
2014 horrible break up that ruined what was left of me
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
When I filed my first tax return and realized I had little to no choice on whether or not to file and enable the Zionist occupation and genocide of Iraq
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,774
I don't think souls exist but I definitely lost my zest in 1991
 
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Erosella

Erosella

Mama Anarchist~<3
Feb 20, 2022
5
Most likely around the time I turned 21, after I spent a year transitioning from male to female, only to realize it never filled the pit, so I decided to give it another 10 years, and here I'm at 31 now. And here we are, I joined SS just recently to find a way to fix the void in my soul finally.
 
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albino_elk

albino_elk

im infj with bpd=dysfunctional trash
Aug 25, 2020
233
*when did you loose you Spirit. the soul is invisible like unconscious mind lol
 
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justtiredofit

Member
Feb 14, 2022
77
Not sure if there is one or not, but if there is, it died when I quite young.
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
Gradually over time. But was finally vaporized back in May.
 
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Blank Dreamer

Blank Dreamer

Seeker of Dreams
Sep 11, 2020
72
On the day that I left for college is perhaps when it started. My soul was already becoming lost but it definitely died after that day.
Everything that has happened afterwards just progressively got worse to the point of being lost and having nowhere to go.
 
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LivingHellonearth

Member
Feb 17, 2022
23
On july 19 of 2020, When I was the victim of an assault that changed my life forever. I was "normal" before.
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
In 2019 when I lost my marriage and pretty much everything else, including myself. Life is so fucked.
 
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