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Volatile

Volatile

God
Jun 18, 2018
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i died in childhood when I was abused. I've never been the same since.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Yea I believe it was during the time i was being sexually abused. That type of abuse was bad enough that I no longer felt safe in the world, I felt ashamed, weird, like many kids u think it was your fault at the time.
 
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ScaredOfLife

Arcanist
Jul 9, 2018
441
Like the OP, I first died in childhood. I grew-up being physically abused by my father. This has led to my mental illness and fear of life. I'm a 40 year-old woman and feel like a scared little child, afraid of everything and everyone.
 
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strained03

strained03

Member
Aug 1, 2018
66
I died a few years ago. Some kind of abuse and living a life I wasn't deserving.
 
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samhelloall9

Experienced
Jul 16, 2018
297
About 2014, started my third job (but it was my first real full-time job in the field I studied in). I failed miserably and got fired quicker than i expected. I've never been the same since, more the shock of realising I can't cope in a stressful modern workplace, the politics of a workplace, etc. I've also died a little bit each year more that passes, as I don't like getting older. Everything is supposed to be downhill after 30 i keep hearing, so that's me.
 
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nuclearsnake

Student
Jul 11, 2018
145
I was never really alive, I think. I was born dead and doomed right from the beginning.
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,784
about 25 years a go
 
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