When did you first “die”?

[Volatile]

i died in childhood when I was abused. I've never been the same since.

 

[Final Escape]

Yea I believe it was during the time i was being sexually abused. That type of abuse was bad enough that I no longer felt safe in the world, I felt ashamed, weird, like many kids u think it was your fault at the time.

 

[ScaredOfLife]

Like the OP, I first died in childhood. I grew-up being physically abused by my father. This has led to my mental illness and fear of life. I'm a 40 year-old woman and feel like a scared little child, afraid of everything and everyone.

 

[strained03]

I died a few years ago. Some kind of abuse and living a life I wasn't deserving.

 

[samhelloall9]

About 2014, started my third job (but it was my first real full-time job in the field I studied in). I failed miserably and got fired quicker than i expected. I've never been the same since, more the shock of realising I can't cope in a stressful modern workplace, the politics of a workplace, etc. I've also died a little bit each year more that passes, as I don't like getting older. Everything is supposed to be downhill after 30 i keep hearing, so that's me.

 

[nuclearsnake]

I was never really alive, I think. I was born dead and doomed right from the beginning.

 

[wanttodie]

about 25 years a go