catbunny
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- Jun 19, 2024
- 55
Im so tired. so pathetically wanting to die. Every single day i fell asleep i wish its my last day. I feel pain everyday. I tried to CTB multiple times, being overdosed multiple times and Im still here. I dont want to be here.
I wish they forgot me on that tray completely the day was borned and didnt just save me. Why everytime I tried CTB, someone saved me. I should be grateful? I WISH I FEEL GREATFUL but No I DO NOT. Please stop. Why did you save me for what? To keep being miserable each day?
Why cant I just die instead of living like this? Why? Its always getting better a little bit and then it went down, deeper each time. I am so tired. I am so exhausted. Why cant I just die? I just want to die. Please just let me die. Im so tired, im so sick of this.
When can I die
I wish they forgot me on that tray completely the day was borned and didnt just save me. Why everytime I tried CTB, someone saved me. I should be grateful? I WISH I FEEL GREATFUL but No I DO NOT. Please stop. Why did you save me for what? To keep being miserable each day?
Why cant I just die instead of living like this? Why? Its always getting better a little bit and then it went down, deeper each time. I am so tired. I am so exhausted. Why cant I just die? I just want to die. Please just let me die. Im so tired, im so sick of this.
When can I die
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