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Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
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I'm at my best when I obsess about something. I just get these moments where I get overly focused and everytime I learn more about a particular thing, It feels cathartic.

It makes me forget all of my problems, even just a bit.
Sounds like you'd have a good time with Adderall.
 
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LetMeGoPlease

Student
Dec 5, 2020
122
Lol before I read the post I had exactly that in mind... late night when everything stands still and I can watch South Park lol
 
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ExhaustedExistence

ExhaustedExistence

Life is just waiting for death
Mar 26, 2021
693
I'm at my best when I'm sleeping too. And also during the time before I fall asleep, because I always hope I will never wake up.
 
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nolongerhuman

nolongerhuman

Arcanist
Feb 9, 2021
497
I'm at my best when I'm in the middle of nature during pleasant weather and I there isn't anything around me to trigger one of my many freak outs. Just me and the breeze and the plants.
 
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Toptock

Experienced
Jun 6, 2020
292
I'm at my best when I'm driving. Its therapeutic for me and that's when i can go into autopilot and really think. I love deep philosophical discussions when im behind the wheel.
 
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MindFog

MindFog

:Professional Hypocrite:
Nov 19, 2020
732
Sounds like you'd have a good time with Adderall.
Sigh.. yeah too bad you can't get it legally in my area. And even if I can, you still need to go to a therapist, a good therapist even. It's such a pain .
 
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!WILL!

Member
Mar 27, 2021
37
I love this song! I've had it on repeat for months now! I'm probably at my best when I'm sleeping or just distracting myself from life in general.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
I love this song! I've had it on repeat for months now! I'm probably at my best when I'm sleeping or just distracting myself from life in general.

I'm so happy to hear you also love this song!
It's just EPIC.
 
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Bigpink

Warlock
Oct 12, 2020
706
When I'm playing along to 70's classics on my guitar
 
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DunnoWhyButYeah

DunnoWhyButYeah

~*-*~
Apr 3, 2020
407
When I wake up and the first 3 hours in day; when I can just sit, play games and listen music.
 
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bloomingdark

bloomingdark

Alex
Jan 24, 2019
170
When I can be drunk,alone and reading while listening to music

Also on the streets, it makes me feel like sometimes there's magic in life
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
When I can be drunk,alone and reading while listening to music

Also on the streets, it makes me feel like sometimes there's magic in life

I can totally relate!
I guess it's really good we can actually find some happiness in life in spite of wanting to end it all!
 
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