Sadly, I don't have any plans to leave in the near future, I don't know what will happen to be honest, the problem is that we exist in this cruel world where suicide is purposely made so difficult for us, there are so many risks and complications involved in trying to die which is why I'm sadly still trapped here, it's so horrible how we exist in a world where suicide isn't viewed as the valid option that it should be. But at least no matter what happens each day is one day closer to death, eventually we will be free and this existence will be forgotten about.