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Beyond Galaxy
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food and series.
 
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154
smoking weed, playing my switch, petting my cat… smoking weed, smoking weed, and smoking more weed 🤣
 
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Dec 12, 2023
215
Cocaine alcohol escorts
 
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save

deactivated, if ur reading this from the future hi
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self harm
 
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hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
785
nothing rlly gives me pleasure anymore, but to dull the misery i get high, get high, play CoD, go on aimless drives, get high, & fantasize. did i mention get high??
 
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Smile now it’s almost over
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Sleep
 
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There is no escaping the burden of existence
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nothing rlly gives me pleasure anymore, but to dull the misery i get high, get high, play CoD, go on aimless drives, get high, & fantasize. did i mention get high??
It is a peculiar practice to wander aimlessly. I would like to do this with some company to talk about everything.

Pornography is my escape valve.
 
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thetruetato

Suicidal Femboy :3
Jan 1, 2024
160
sluts, gaming, and series
Video games, discord, and (sometimes) drawing. It used to be self harm, but I stopped a bit ago to make people think I'm okay.
 
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call me seven
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193
music, raping my ears, if I make it till I'm 40 I'm sure I might lose my hearing, but it helps quiet my thoughts, also get wasted with friends when I throw parties or go to parties, but I haven't done that in a while
 
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385
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The Reaper of Self, Amid the Silence
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Most of the time, I'm alone, which gives me way too much time to sit and think. That's the only thing I do, is sit and think and think and think about why I'm still alive. Sleeping helps a lot, since I'm not conscious, and if I remember any dreams I have, I can think about those instead. Music is also a good option-I can sing along with songs that I empathize a lot with, and it provides more background noise to ponder about. Video games are always really nice, but even they get boring after playing for hours on end. Then there's reading, escaping into another world entirely, but I only like a couple specific genres, so even that is limited. Then I'm back to thinking.
 
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Can you hear me drift away?
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132
Sleep, sugary foods, and Jiu-Jitsu.
 
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Nofuture1234

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59
Drugs. When they first hit i get a glimpse of the warmth more attractive people get to feel every day and take for granted but it only lasts like 5 goddamn minutes now. I wish i had social connections to get something I could OD on. Unfortunately maladaptive daydreaming about a girl actually liking me just makes me sad now because I know it can never happen
 
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Trakehner

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140
Music, sleep, video games, self harm, porn - although lately, nothing has been giving me any pleasure.
 
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Video games. They'll probably never feel fulfilling to me ever again, but they're still a decent distraction, I guess.
 
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Into the Unknown
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bleh
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