I've been thinking of attempting to jump out of my 4-5 story appartment. Or maybe taking a bunch of otc sleeping pills and cheap alcohol, and drowning in my bathtub. I dont have access to any other popular methods . Guns arent legal where i live without a licence, and even if they were, i wouldnt have enough money to buy one. I dont have money to buy an effective rope either, and dont have space where i live to hang one from. I also dont have money for sn. And i cant access benzos. Oh well..