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twilightSparriw

twilightSparriw

TwilightSparrow
Mar 6, 2025
74
Mine: loneliness
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
4,372
Suffering from acute radiation sickness.
 
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GlassMoon

GlassMoon

Once more, with feelings...
Nov 18, 2024
217
Being unable to work
 
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Life Is My Coffin

Life Is My Coffin

One final action ⚰️⚰️⚰️
Oct 13, 2023
300
My parents dying. My mom is a cunt, but I still would much rather die before she does.
 
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Jealous Blackheart

Jealous Blackheart

A Well Read Demon
Aug 25, 2023
211
Nothing.
But I usually lie and say something common like snakes or heights or spiders so people don't get annoying about it.
 
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colour

colour

Member
Mar 9, 2025
13
Losing the freedom to CTB. Having the option feels so freeing, and I can't bring myself to tell doctors the reality in case I'm kept in an institution (even if for a little while).
 
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DarknessWave

Having a panic attack right now..
Mar 10, 2025
113
loneliness
 
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deadbidaylight

deadbidaylight

And the sun will set for you
Feb 27, 2025
273
Something horrible happening to my daughter.
 
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g0ne1nthew1nd

g0ne1nthew1nd

final peace and comfort in goodbye
Feb 11, 2025
64
the thought of the people around me killing themself before me and having to live with the guilt
 
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anonymouswebuser

anonymouswebuser

edgy attention seeker
Feb 27, 2025
38
To be forgotten
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
41,290
What I fear is suffering until very old age in this torturous, futile existence with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it really terrifies me how a human can suffer for so long, to me existence itself really is an abomination that just causes harm and suffering, it's all just so dreadful to me, I'd never wish to exist and I suffer just from existing, it's extreme cruelty to me how I cannot just have the option to simply cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again with no risks of ending up in a situation of way worse suffering even know this existence was so tragically imposed in the first place. I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence, I just want nothingness instead, I wish for no more pain and suffering, the thought of facing the extreme agony and torture of old age after suffering for so long is horrific to me, I just want peace.
 
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finnago

finnago

Finna go far far away
Mar 8, 2025
27
Honestly, death is my number one fear. The mystery of what happens after or doesn't happen after scares me.
 
Izzythebelle

Izzythebelle

Member
Mar 8, 2025
22
Somehow getting trapped in infinity lol. Like, living forever or drifting through space while alive, stuff like that.
 
Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
1,280
Abandonment.

I often rely on others for my happiness so I am utterly terrified of people leaving especially as I feel like it's my fault and that something is wrong with me and that I am of less worth.
 
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sadsoni

sadsoni

will you hold me and stop me from shaking?
Feb 28, 2025
54
Failing to CTB, nor recover, and being stuck in my present hell forever.
 
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Custos

Custos

Martyr
May 27, 2024
117
Some sudden unexpected serious illness or event, such as cancer or a car crash, to my family or to me (although sudden death would be better than CTB to my family).
 
FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotional unstable like and IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
145
Being abandoned or left alone
 

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