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franos666

franos666

"Mother I tried please believe me"
May 20, 2026
92
Hanging. Its the most popular method in my country (80% of all suicide deaths). Very easy and fast
 
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lifeisadream

lifeisadream

One of life’s failures
Oct 3, 2022
202
Did fancy charcoal in tent in the wilderness somewhere but most likely SN. Not great at following instructions so slight problem with most methods.
 
burninghill

burninghill

Specialist
Dec 2, 2025
381
Train decapitation.
 
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endboss

endboss

Student
Apr 8, 2026
184
I'm leaning towards ligature strangulation with resistance bands.
 
spacefreightergirl

spacefreightergirl

i got a war on my mind
May 27, 2026
83
My plan since I was young was to OD
 
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erpelwatcher

Member
Jun 2, 2026
30
Hangin, as it is the "easiest" and most available one
 
_Minsk

_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
1,154
since i cant get N i probably have to resort to alkohol+opiates+drowning, or jumping at beachy head
 
eesabtbad

eesabtbad

Member
Jun 2, 2026
16
Full suspension hanging. I'm gonna do it withing the next ~2-4 hours in my attic.
 
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TheHangman

Member
May 16, 2026
42
I think hanging, likely coupled with alcohol and/ pills to keep calm and with any luck make the process faster.
 
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FnlExitProtocol93

Member
Jun 4, 2026
24
Gun, I live in the U.S., this seems most reliable to me at this point; guns are expensive and I've never handled one, so I just have the barrier of learning to use one and buying one. I've had both on my list of To Do's for years now, for self defense reasons previously.

My old chosen method was partial hanging, tried it a few times, couldn't get it right, gave up.
There's pawn shops and places, that was going to be my next purchase if I can't get my rent back on track.
 
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aloneinkyoto

aloneinkyoto

人生はゲームのようなものです。楽しむように努めるべきです
Feb 24, 2026
4
partial hanging, it seems reliable if you can find your carotid arteries
 
red_cardinal

red_cardinal

pinniped enthusiast 🦭
May 25, 2026
76
SN, but hopefully I won't have to use it. I'm still trying to turn my life around.
 
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adamantc

Student
Mar 29, 2026
152
Can you help others access it through you?
I could, but I won't. It's a massive breach of policy to take chemicals myself, and selling them on is just too risky for too little reward.
 
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somethingisntreal

somethingisntreal

Live, Laugh, Larp
Aug 30, 2025
291
In an ideal world, I'd like to blow my brains out (can't because strict gun laws in my country) or self immolate (excruciatingly painful) but realistically full suspension hanging seems to be the best option for me.
 
Acidic_Fries

Acidic_Fries

Suicide Connoisseur
Apr 5, 2026
68
1. I'd order nembutal or SN in the darknet via whonix/tails.
2. Get the package smuggled inside a watermelon or something.
3. Kill myself when my mum is working the night shift.
4. ????
5. Profit.
 
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adamantc

Student
Mar 29, 2026
152
1. I'd order nembutal or SN in the darknet via whonix/tails.
2. Get the package smuggled inside a watermelon or something.
3. Kill myself when my mum is working the night shift.
4. ????
5. Profit.

Darkweb sellers don't sell any barbiturates other than phenobarbital, which won't work for ctb. They don't sell inorganic salts at all, including SN.
 
masking

masking

not here for long
Jun 1, 2026
4
Hanging, leaning towards partial. I have drugs saved to numb myself... I know it'll hurt like hell though.
 
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i_am_done

Member
Mar 11, 2026
34
bridge, exit bag, or od. yeah yeah, i know od's don't work. but maybe i could get something strong and go out happy
 
l1ablemistakes

l1ablemistakes

Wasted potential
Feb 16, 2026
260
If I was American I probably would've already shot myself. Since I'm australian I'll have to hang.
 
hmnow

hmnow

Specialist
Jul 29, 2025
351
My preference has always been hanging but I now lean toward partial because I have tested it and seems effective
 

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