what’s your method of choice?

[failedmind]

i posted this before a couple months ago, but id like to see what more people say. i don't have a specific method in mind but lately ive been leaning towards gun. i dont know though

 

[boyafraid]

For the longest time, it was hanging for me, In the beginning, I tried to ctb with partial a bunch of times but it never worked, I could never pass out with it. Then I tried a couple times and the knot slipped a bunch of times. The one time it didn't slip, I backed out because it was the worst pain I ever felt ):

Now I have my eyes on gun with ctb. It's faster and almost instantaneous

 

[diealegend24]

Anything that looks accidental

 

[stillbelow]

im also leaning towards a gun. ive read so many horror stories with hanging and pills. dont think i could acquire a gun though unfortunately

 

[interna]

if I could, I'd go by gun or an OD. but since a gun is unattainable & ODs are highly unreliable, im going with hanging. ive honestly grown quite attached to the idea of hanging myself.

i also have the opportunity to go through with SN, so that's been on my cards too, but I'm not too sure ......... something about it doesn't do it for me. still, i think i would if i was really desperate.

 

[wonderfulplace]

Sodium azide. I got my hands on some. It's rated 5/10 for peacefulness. Do you trust ppeh rating? Why, why not?

 

[FuneralCry]

Mine would be one as peaceful and painless as possible as all I want is true permanent peace from this torturous, dreadful existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, all I want is a death like falling asleep permanently with no more pain and no more suffering which is why I see so much terrible extreme cruelty in how humans have made it illegal to cease existing painlessly.

I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a method like Nembutal so finally I can be at peace from this torturous, futile existence that never should had been imposed at all, it's just so terrible how these people want others to be tortured in this existence for as much and as long as possible, all that anti-suicide does is cause way more torture.

 

[Adaephon]

I'm still looking into it.
At first, I was considering jumping but I've heard too many stories of people surviving and ended up paralyzed even with great height. I've also heard it's quite common to not die instantly and you spend your last moment in extreme agony... So I've put this method aside for now, unless acting on an impulse. Was also considering jumping in front of a high-speed train, but it's rather the same from what I heard...
I am extremely anxious and sensitive, I want no pain or discomfort.
Gun would be ideal but I live in Europe and the whole process to get one sounds so troublesome.
Really considering Nitrogen as I have access to some important amount of liquid nitrogen at work. Sounds like painless and efficient if done properly.

 

[RadiantNumber]

I think hanging or exit mask

 

[kosameAmagai]

isotonitazene or fentanyl + xanax until i get respiratory depression

 

[User8]

Exit bag (most clean and peaceful method imo)

 

[taker_of_insulin]

isotonitazene or fentanyl + xanax until i get respiratory depression

I wish I had access to that. I would OD right now.

 

[blood...]

something that involves a razor blade - it's the only thing i've access right now
but i've read multiple times now of that being a non-method, so ...

 

[bl33ding_heart]

Probably jumping considering how instant and painless it is if done from a high enough height.

 

[Casoperso]

SN, as a back up hanging

 

[potaytow]

i posted this before a couple months ago, but id like to see what more people say. i don't have a specific method in mind but lately ive been leaning towards gun. i dont know though

either gun or hanging

 

[caramelpudding]

I would prefer gun or exit bags but I don't have access to either of them so maybe SN or psh

 

[serenitydream]

Hanging in (or otherwise succumbing to the travel into) a deep forest.

 

[Lamentice]

Gun, I live in the U.S., this seems most reliable to me at this point; guns are expensive and I've never handled one, so I just have the barrier of learning to use one and buying one. I've had both on my list of To Do's for years now, for self defense reasons previously.

My old chosen method was partial hanging, tried it a few times, couldn't get it right, gave up.

 

[adamantc]

propofol or sodium thiopental. Painless, quick, and I am lucky to have relatively easy access to anesthetics.

 

[Lamentice]

isotonitazene or fentanyl + xanax until i get respiratory depression

Fentanyl specifically also really interests me, but as someone with zero street cred I have no idea about how to get this or where to even start, feels out of my realm. I have non-close friends who have dealers and I'm always asking "How do you meet these people?"

 

[babyneo1]

if I could, I'd go by gun or an OD. but since a gun is unattainable & ODs are highly unreliable, im going with hanging. ive honestly grown quite attached to the idea of hanging myself.

i also have the opportunity to go through with SN, so that's been on my cards too, but I'm not too sure ......... something about it doesn't do it for me. still, i think i would if i was really desperate.

What about SN doesn't do right

 

[CatsMeow]

SN, I have it in my house. It's the current most reliable method I have. I can't get a gun since I live in the EU

 

[A Sit of Doubting]

im thinking shallow drowning, since its a pretty accessible quick and painless death... you basically hyperventilate, hold your breath under the water, and youll be dead before you feel the urge to breathe, and in 2 minutes, braindead. there must be a reason why its not more popular, but since i havent researched as much yet, im not sure

 

[isthisthingon]

Sodium azide. I got my hands on some. It's rated 5/10 for peacefulness. Do you trust ppeh rating? Why, why not?

PPEH is probably one of the most reliable sources. What does 5/10 feel like no idea?

I wish there was more insight to what that number actually means.

Fentanyl specifically also really interests me, but as someone with zero street cred I have no idea about how to get this or where to even start, feels out of my realm. I have non-close friends who have dealers and I'm always asking "How do you meet these people?"

I look like an undercover cop haha. I would never be able to.

 

[interna]

What about SN doesn't do right

it's got nothing to do with the effectiveness of the method. just personal preference

 

[babyneo1]

it's got nothing to do with the effectiveness of the method. just personal preference

Oh, it's my personal method and will be CTB soon that's why I asked

 

[difficvltmachineryy]

i posted this before a couple months ago, but id like to see what more people say. i don't have a specific method in mind but lately ive been leaning towards gun. i dont know though

Putting a vodka soaked tampon in my kitty, then injecting vodka into my rectum until i can feel the effects kick in. Alcohol poisoning + likely septic shock, from the tampon. Also i wish i could have SSRIs prescribed to me it'd make the method wayyyy easier. I also want to cut myself thru the whole thing. Whatever it takes i am deadset on dying.

 

[raincandy_v]

I just want to lay in a tub of hot water, and cut deep inside my thighs or wrists. Would probably drink or take something for pain before the time and hopefully just drift to sleep. Hopefully makes it easier to clean for whoever finds me.

 

[failedmind]

if I could, I'd go by gun or an OD. but since a gun is unattainable & ODs are highly unreliable, im going with hanging. ive honestly grown quite attached to the idea of hanging myself.

i also have the opportunity to go through with SN, so that's been on my cards too, but I'm not too sure ......... something about it doesn't do it for me. still, i think i would if i was really desperate.

i feel the same way about sn. it was my number one method but i kind of changed my mind. something about it idk