What's your method and why?

[BipolarExpress]

SN, since it's the most peaceful option available to me. (I'd rather not jump, stand in traffic, or lie on train tracks—ouch!) If only you could still get N from D.

 

[123hopeitspainfree]

What is n from d? And have u looked into helium? It seems painless since it only takes 30 seconds to a few minutes it doesn't kick in your brains oh shit I can't breathe response so u just pass out only concern is people have ripped the bags off while Unconscious and that's something I don't want sn I have heard isn't super effective others say it is then there's the whole puking thing I wish we just came with a off button that we could just end it when ever we want

 

[coyotestark]

Firearm. Due to access and reliability.

 

[Domimi]

I was hoping to CTB by shooting my heart, but I couldn't get access to firearm so I have two other options in mind: slit throat or H2S.

Slit throat because I feel it's the most "right" death to give myself, idk why but the idea of slipping my hands in a pool of my own blood while I lay down in pain and my consciousness starts fading seems very attractive for me I am not even trolling. Plus I think think of the animals, most animals are killed this way to feed me. In my final moments I can at least try to understand how it feels like. I already know what I need to do > Get a extremely sharp blade/scalpel or electric saw > Watch a bunch of anatomy videos to determine precisely where I need to cut in order to sever the jugular vein > Give myself a single hate fueled stab. Needless to type that I do not recommend this method for anyone though. Unless you are severely mentally ill and wants to do it.

H2S because I always saw it as fast, reliable and easy to do, plus I like chemistry.

I'm sort of attracted by painful/gory methods because I like sh, hell I even considered dousing myself with kerosene and setting fire to myself, but I realized that would be too brutal even for me. I'm genuinely curious on how I would react, if I would just immediately scream my lungs out, if I would make just a grimace and get through some of the pain then panic and try to put the fire out or if I would just take it until the end even with the scream and grimaces. I'm not a stranger to pain, I've experienced things like centipede bites and kidney stone pains before, but being burned alive probably makes that look like just a mild discomfort lol the pain lasts a great deal less time, though.

 

[Adamsnolife]

Beachy Head Cliffs in the South Coast UK. The scenery there is literally to die for if you pardon the pun

 

[Saturnlit36]

Title says it all. Just curious what method you have chosen and why. I am using this for guidance to pick a method.

I feel like jumping from a serious height (500+ feet) is the most foolproof way to go. I'm just not sure how I will be able to follow through

 

[123hopeitspainfree]

Yea that's a little wild out of all the ways

 

[IDontLikeMyself]

I would do a mix of pills and alcohol and than jump in the canal or something. I always felt at peace while swimming so maybe that can make me feel a bit less scared.

I know it´s not the same and a backwards way of thinking but yeah.

 

[ARW3N]

It's not my preferred or ideal method but hanging is the only method available to me.

 

[BipolarExpress]

What is n from d? And have u looked into helium? It seems painless since it only takes 30 seconds to a few minutes it doesn't kick in your brains oh shit I can't breathe response so u just pass out only concern is people have ripped the bags off while Unconscious and that's something I don't want sn I have heard isn't super effective others say it is then there's the whole puking thing I wish we just came with a off button that we could just end it when ever we want

N is short for Nembutal, the trade name of pentobarbital. It's a strong barbiturate that can kill you quickly and painlessly; veterinarians use it, as do assisted-suicide clinics. D was a supplier who's been inactive for the past few months, though I'm not sure why. There's no reliable way to get N right now if you're not a doctor who's authorised to use it.

Also, I've decided against inert gases because the setup is a bit too complicated for me. I have a tremor from one of the medications I take, so it might make fiddling with all the parts more difficult.

 

[willitpass]

full hanging. i've failed partial due to unconscious SI already, and failed SN due to panicking and calling for help, which has put me off from wanting to try again even if i could get my hands on it. i'm not crafty enough to figure out CO or the exit bag. tried a mix of drowning and hypothermia in a river in winter a few years ago and my SI was so strong that i swam like it was nothing even after going over a dam. i have always been opposed to the train method for the sake of the train conductor but i'm getting to the point that i may just say fuck it and lay my head on the tracks.

 

[Someday_Somehow32]

Partial hanging, it's the one thing I can get my hands on

 

[Neverfeltdeader]

There's a forest with a gnarly cliff near by where I live. Planning to head there in the dead of winter (no one will be around to find me) take a bunch of hydroxyzine with a high amount of thc and alcohol then plunge to my death before the substances fully kick in. There's no way I'll survive all this.

 

[nifii]

I have SN because at the time i got it it was easy to get. I regret not buying fentanyl like 3 years ago or so because it doesn't need much preparation, and it seems like dying with a good high.

 

[doli_o]

Jumping. It's not ideal - jumping usually comes across as an impulsive act but I've been considering this for a few years now. I'm definitely scared to do it, but I think the sheer impact of falling would be enough to render me unconscious immediately or at least quickly. Also, no-one would jump in after me at this particular location.

 

[DeathDodger]

Either partial hanging or SN. But since I already have access to SN, I'll ctb using it because I'm also having difficulty doing the partial hanging. I'm not able to find the "sweet spot" on the neck so that I would not feel pain and be unconscious.

 

[deathissosad]

Jumping. It's not ideal - jumping usually comes across as an impulsive act but I've been considering this for a few years now. I'm definitely scared to do it, but I think the sheer impact of falling would be enough to render me unconscious immediately or at least quickly. Also, no-one would jump in after me at this particular location.

My method too but just so hard to get over the SI

 

[Sorrowful Paradise]

I would like the barbiturates.

 

[DysphoriaKilledMe]

SN because it is relatively fail-proof. I haven't made an attempt before, but I want to get my first attempt right!

 

[Caustic]

Partial hanging, have tried once before and I passed out almost instantly and it was comforting.

 

[m56sl]

N is short for Nembutal, the trade name of pentobarbital. It's a strong barbiturate that can kill you quickly and painlessly; veterinarians use it, as do assisted-suicide clinics. D was a supplier who's been inactive for the past few months, though I'm not sure why. There's no reliable way to get N right now if you're not a doctor who's authorised to use it.

Also, I've decided against inert gases because the setup is a bit too complicated for me. I have a tremor from one of the medications I take, so it might make fiddling with all the parts more difficult.

I've had to euthansie so many of my animal best friends via N and I'm quite jealous when the vet enters the room and inject them and their pain is instantly gone but the vet can't do me the same favor. My pain is multiplied now.

Title says it all. Just curious what method you have chosen and why. I am using this for guidance to pick a method.

N if I can get it. I have plentiful access to Elavil as a backup.

 

[deathissosad]

Partial hanging, have tried once before and I passed out almost instantly and it was comforting.

What made you change your mind or become unsuccessful if you dont mind me asking?

 

[HermitLonerGuy]

Jumping or drowning as these are all i have access to.

 

[Caustic]

What made you change your mind or become unsuccessful if you dont mind me asking?

the only reason why my attenpt was unsuccessful was bc the rope snapped. I was totally accepting of my fate and why I did it. I guess a higher power said not now but i do know that i am not meant for this planet and I need to leave it. Hope this gives you a little bit of insight. All love

 

[Decided98]

I'm using SN I have done my research and feel comfortable

 

[tenebrousTruant]

Title says it all. Just curious what method you have chosen and why. I am using this for guidance to pick a method.

I would like to go with the night night method, but I can't seem to get it quite right on the test runs. If I can't figure it out, probably a hanging of some sort. It's what's most accessible to me.

 

[annieslifentears]

Full suspension hanging because it's the most reliable and easy method available to me.

I was reading up on Partial Hanging. I don't know if I'm smart enough to tie the correct knot.
Is full hanging considered more reliable?

 

[almostoutofhere]

I was reading up on Partial Hanging. I don't know if I'm smart enough to tie the correct knot.
Is full hanging considered more reliable?

You can't back out of full, as you could with partial. So unless you're found or rope snaps, you're gonna die

I was reading up on Partial Hanging. I don't know if I'm smart enough to tie the correct knot.
Is full hanging considered more reliable?

Easy knot tutorial -

https://i.sanctioned-suicide.net/images/2022/04/149127_double.mp4

 

[O_oreo.]

today I made an attempt
I took 80mg of fluoxetine, my prescribed antidepressant.
I wanted to go to 100 or 120, but my survival instinct wouldn't allow me to go to 100 or 120.
and now I have a headache, my stomach feels funny.

 

[hdahsa]

Well I have postponed my ctb because I realized that I cannot leave my daughter behind alone (wife passed away due to covid last year). But my choice of methods are two and for which I have prepared already.

One is SN which I have already acquired and kept it in its original packaging. Its labelled 96% pure. Other is N2 for which I have everything apart from the cylinder ready. As for other methods,

Hanging - too gory and I do not want to leave that sight in anyone's eyes
Drowning - my fear of drowning will kick in SI
Chemicals ie lime sulfur and acid - I have this ready too but decided not to use it after reading that it can go wrong horribly plus harm others.
Jumping - No tall buildings plus chances of surviving with broken bones
N - no way to obtain it in my country otherwise this would have been my first choice
firearms - very very difficult to get here