What’s your ideal method vs the method you think you will end up going with?

[Butterfly-death]

My ideal one is CO but I think end up going out with a firearm or hanging one day maybe

 

[bl33ding_heart]

Bleeding out is my ideal method but I'm pretty sure I'll die by either consuming some sort of poison or overdosing.

 

[pieceoffox]

Nembutal is the ideal option. It's impossible to obtain, so I'd like to use methadone for an overdose, but SN is the cheapest and most readily available, so I plan to use that.

 

[ruhyytey5o86]

Was going to use a variety of opoids and benzos and relaxants from the DW in a psuedo ledger method, but more than likely I'm going with SN.

All in all, it cost me around 1.8k usd for the DW drugs but it's nice to have that as a backup. Opoids are surprisingly expensive but that might be the marketplace I was using

 

[dragonofenvy]

CO seems promising and fairly peaceful to me, but I might be forced to use a gun. Which sucks, because I wanted to feel at peace and slowly fade away. I felt that bliss once during one of my attempts and want to feel it one more time.

 

[itsgone2]

Agree with @Butterfly-death and @dragonofenvy , CO seems peaceful but firearm seems realistic. Brutal though.

 

[yuihinafan]

I was initially going for SN but it is way too hard to find these days so i settled for partial hanging and ive been getting good at it (knowing where to put the rope to pass out quick)

 

[tiramisu]

i'll give sn a chance, but if i survive for some reason, i'll try sn again or wait until my anorexia kills me.

 

[The Eternal One]

Exit bag seems ideal but if I can't gather necessary resources and properly set it up for some reason, partial hanging is something that's always available.

 

[FuneralCry]

My ideal one would be a method as peaceful and painless as possible as all I want is to be permanently free from this terrible, torturous existence that I just always saw as the most cruel mistake that just causes all this pain and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I always suffer so much from how I cannot just access Nembutal, denying the option of such a method truly is a terrible crime to me and I just always suffer so much from being trapped in this horrific world so cruelly denied the option to never suffer again, all I want is peace from this existence so torturous, there's just so much terrible extreme cruelty in how humans are forced to suffer in this existence that never should had been imposed.

 

[LongJacks]

Ideal Nembutal seems quite peaceful and painless, probably go with... hanging maybe if forced by my circumstances

 

[LRkin]

My ideal one would be russian roulette. I thought about it and figured out that it might not be the prettiest, but it gives an opportunity to change one's mind. You have to take several steps to prepare for it (and each and every step is a chance to back down). And, again, there is a big chance that you won't catch the bus. Unfortunately, in my country it's pretty damn hard to get a gun. So... at this point I consider bleeding out as the most realistic one.

 

[VanillaCake]

Nembutal would be the perfect method. But it's currently almost impossible to get so, probably PSH (with a good chance of going full if partial doesn't work). CO seems peaceful enough but a bit hard to put into place...

 

[StoneCactus]

Nembutal is ideal with carbon monoxide a close second. N is essentially non-existent these days and I'm so clumsy I'd probably set my car, tent, etc. on fire if I tried CO. In reality I'm going to use SN, then try partial hanging if that doesn't work. If both SN and partial hanging fail I'll just have to jump off a cliff.

 

[never mind me]

My dream method would be Nembutal mixed with fentanyl. Just being super euphoric and then going to sleep and never waking up sounds incredibly nice. Due to unavailabilty of N I would also consider Fentanyl and Benzos, but I am worried about it not being reliable enough. So in reality I will probably use FSH.

 

[Ben 111]

I did a background check on CO asphyxiation and I love the fact that its painless if ur unconscious

 

[nexus2049]

LSD + Nembutal sounds good but acid is so euphoric I'd probably screw it up or change my mind and N is unobtanium

So probably CO in a car

 

[ThePainKiller]

Exit bag, but im more likely going with SN.

 

[caotic_realm]

Ideally: dying in one's sleep or without suffering. The method would be the one used in Switzerland, since I understand there is a protocol in place to ensure it isn't too unpleasant, to avoid mistakes, and so on.

The method I will likely end up using is hanging. It is supposedly the most widely used method throughout human history and the most accessible.

 

[Mental666]

Ideally: maybe fentanyl
Realistically: probably hanging

 

[bruised_reed]

Fent and I think I actually found some.

 

[m4rlboror3d]

My ideal one is CO but I think end up going out with a firearm or hanging one day maybe

My ideal one is od but I think in the end i will choose ligature

 

[underairpressure]

If I weren't opioid resistant, heroin/fent overdose would have been absolutely ideal. But, no such peace or painlessness for me....... the next best choice would be using some kind of surgical anesthesia on myself, but, good luck getting that as a layperson..........

I'm really torn between the "realistic" options available to me...... I truly don't know which to pick. None are ideal and none are painless. Jumping, hanging, and shooting myself through the head are the main ones. And there's things I "like" and dislike about them all