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Wanderer
May 5, 2024
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I'm curious, what's your greatest fear?
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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No money to support a life
 
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LastNite

LastNite

I love you!
Mar 31, 2025
649
people
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,336
as long as humanity exists, there will always be violent crime, my greatest fear is that everything will get worse and humanity will continue to exist for a very long time
 
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NyxCascade

NyxCascade

Heart Eater
Jul 30, 2025
57
The dark, and it has been since I was younger because of some fucked up shit that happened in the past
 
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RoseGirl

RoseGirl

痛い痛い痛い
May 8, 2025
233
horses tbh. They're just about the only thing that actually scare me
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,076
I find it terrifying how a human can live for decades longer with no limit as to how much they can be tortured just to die in agony from old age, existence truly is an abomination to me and no matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence that just harms existing beings and causes them to suffer until non-existence takes away all anyway. All I want is to be unconscious for all eternity which is why I suffer so much from existing in this horrific anti-suicide world where the suffering and torture is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, existence to me will always be a mistake.
 
LoverofAnimals

LoverofAnimals

Giver of Hugs
Sep 20, 2025
185
I often have a nightmare where I am older and fall, but I can't get back up. I scream and scream, try knocking on the floor and walls, but nobody can hear me. It feels so insanely real, and it even takes a lot of time before I wake up. Being alone is hard, but most people truly don't know how dangerous having no one can be. Whenever I read that an elderly was found after months because the neighbors couldn't stand the smell, I hope I won't be that person one day.

My greatest fear is people. The amount of evil people are capable of is insane. The more you dig, the worse it gets, and it never stops.

Oh, and spiders. I love all animals, but spiders just freak me out. I know it's not their fault.
 
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Spite

Spite

I don't like this world.
Aug 20, 2025
387
Torture. Knowing that torture devices exist and that there are ways you can experience immeasurable pain? That is my greatest fear.
 
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TBONTB

Enlightened
May 31, 2025
1,114
Poverty and Homelessness
 
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Hangman.

Hangman.

Experienced
May 22, 2025
207
Immortality
 
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PI3.14

PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
554
That time is circular. This means that the universe will go through the exact same events again and again, and me being born in this body and going through the exact same shit again and again.
 
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corpse

corpse

dead inside
Aug 31, 2025
250
I think my greatest fear is surviving my CTB attempt and being disabled.
 
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kazatte

kazatte

someday, surely, this pain will disappear
Sep 1, 2025
129
abandonment. also bees. i am terrified of bees
horses tbh. They're just about the only thing that actually scare me
THEYRE FUCKING TERRIFYING I GET YOU SO BAD
 
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Andarna

Andarna

Back To The Sky
Sep 14, 2025
78
That time is circular. This means that the universe will go through the exact same events again and again, and me being born in this body and going through the exact same this again and again.
A new fear unlocked, thanks :ahhha: I'll think about this next time I experience déjà vu ^_^
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Being forced to keep living for countless years, witnessing the deaths of everyone I care about, until there's no one left but me. Life is cursed.
 
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MyShadow

MyShadow

Left the forum to pursue recovery
Aug 27, 2025
475
Poverty and Homelessness
That's something I am facing unless I can come up with a strategy that will push through this spiraling economy
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Paragon
Mar 15, 2025
971
Living a long life. I'm what most of you would call old and most days my most likely course is to just run out the clock. I'm ready any day now, but statistically I could burn in this fire for another 20 years. My parents still aren't dead, dad's almost 90. That scares me. God forbid I should drag on that long, please, no.
 
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MissAbyss

Member
Jul 20, 2025
585
Full blown (inner) Akathisia, that was the most horrible thing I've ever experienced. There's a good chance it will happen again.
 
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MyShadow

MyShadow

Left the forum to pursue recovery
Aug 27, 2025
475
It's a lot, isn't it
It's a real slap in the face. Costs are up and sales are down. Way down. Had to lay off staff to compensate for the losses. We used to crush sales but now I wonder how I'm going to survive the next few months as things start to slow down.
 
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London2005

Member
Sep 23, 2025
35
becoming physically disabled
 
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ih34rty0u

ih34rty0u

“die young and save yourself”
Apr 16, 2024
95
ending up alone, which recently happened
 
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westerly_merlin

westerly_merlin

Thought I had moved on, life decided otherwise
Aug 13, 2025
204
Being found out to be the failure I am sure I am in reality. E.g. my low self esteem and imposter syndrome are really how I am.
 
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Dark Moon

Dark Moon

Paragon
Sep 21, 2022
966
Becoming paralyzed/vegetable especially after a suicide attempt knowing that I'm still alive and can't do anything about it but glued to a bed/hospitalized.
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,265
Being betrayed and alone
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,340
Unending constant unbearable pain

The worst pain
 
NaturalBornNEET

NaturalBornNEET

知らないわ 周りのことなど 私は私 それだけ
Feb 22, 2022
250
Being trapped in the world of a children's tv show like the teletubbies. A soulless claustrophic existence. I have DMT to thank for discovering that fear 😓
 
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Vlad Tepes

Experienced
Jun 24, 2025
265
Surviving suicide and being left in an even sorrier state than Im in now.
 

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