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Corovaner

Corovaner

Student
Apr 15, 2025
133
I'm scared of my life. I have no money, education, live with my relatives. My health is falling apart, it hurts a lot.
 
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knickknack81

Member
Apr 28, 2025
44
My biggest fear is the continued feeling of isolation and anxiety in my life just getting worse and worse.I try to better myself but it just doesn't seem to last. The idea of things not improving it was gives me the thoughts of CTB
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

The past never dies. Forever 22.
Apr 25, 2023
1,086
Not being able to practice my right to die peacefully when my right time comes.
 
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wham311

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2025
1,087
Im living my greatest fears. I have put myself into an absolute nightmare and I didn't see it coming.untenable
 
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Lyn

Lyn

Momentary
Mar 1, 2025
112
What I fear most is the trap of "eternal" existence. In whatever form that may be.
 
divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,727
The damage from a failed ctb attempt. Getting another stroke. Old age
 
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naookoo128

naookoo128

Schmerz den Masochisten
Jul 13, 2025
5
back in the days my biggest fear was ending up alone, without kids, without self-fulfillment and so on. or dementia.
today, i think its going through so much isolation, grief and self-destruction that i end up being not only mentally ill but completely insane and not knowing myself anymore, thats what happened to my older brother, and its not easy to see that.
ending up as a vegetable after an failed attempt, horrible as well of course.
and about that "that death is not the end"... hm, not sure. i mean right now i want it to be the end-end, but if i respawn somehow... maybe ill give it a try, i just hope i wont remember my sufferings.
 
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Karera

Karera

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Apr 20, 2025
35
That the next time I go to sleep, I will have woken up.
 
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lifeisbutadream

Elementalist
Oct 4, 2018
804
Losing my ability to walk. Winding up helpless in an institution, a nursing home. Time will go by so slowly and I'll be in pain. They'll drag it out as long as they can. I've always been so independent. I'll be trapped, propped up in front of a tv set. I f'g hate tv.

I am well aware of that looking back at my time on earth It will have gone very fast, but while enduring it it can seems so very very slow...
 
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