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Soon4me

Soon4me

Enlightened
Jun 15, 2018
1,591
At the moment it's mostly weed,music,masturbation,food.
Occasionally watching a documentary or an episode of a tv series.
 
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Nzbeelover

Nzbeelover

Student
Jul 1, 2018
100
I sleep if I can at night but I'm always up during the days.
I clean everyday make meals I don't eat, smoke cones, I watch YouTube if I have the attention span.. and read lots of online articles and posts about whatever I'm fixated on at the time. I like taking other drugs and I like to drink.. none of it's really a distraction cos I'm bored all the time even when I'm doing things. Everything I do I do mostly to kill time.. I go opshopping n to other shops and buy books for my bookcase. I currently have nothing to focas on in my life. I can't work due to health issues that I am in the process with specialists for fixing.
One thing that does distract me from all the pain is hanging out with my niece and nephew. I love them very dearly
 
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wakeup2reality

Member
Aug 15, 2018
7
mostly just sleep, but wine helps too. used to really enjoy eating also but I barely get hungry anymore.
 
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Comatose11

Mage
Jul 26, 2018
572
Listening to music. I would love to sing but I'm tone deaf and have had vocal lessons before, but had to work way harder than the average person to get anywhere so I gave up.
 
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RaptorHavx

RaptorHavx

Drowning in loneliness...
Aug 15, 2018
120
Before trying to "restart" my life and moving to UK, tend to play a lot of games and watch enormous amount of anime. I got addicted to "osu!" Nowadays, randomly driving my car and cutting myself... silly..
 
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thetwilightzone

thetwilightzone

Specialist
Jul 14, 2018
307
For those who buy food/drugs, do you have a job you work at?

Unfortunately, I can't find anywhere to work.
 
thetwilightzone

thetwilightzone

Specialist
Jul 14, 2018
307
I envy you guys with weed, benzos, alcohol. I'm struggling too much to find any minimum wage job.
 
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Nzbeelover

Nzbeelover

Student
Jul 1, 2018
100
I envy you guys with weed, benzos, alcohol. I'm struggling too much to find any minimum wage job.
I don't have a "job" but i do cash work n I wheel and deal n hustle on top of that. I always make ends meet. I'm lucky in that aspect. In my country things are alot cheaper aswel.. cost of living etc
 
stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,918
I used to love travel, and taking trains. I used to love watching life go by. I used to smoke weed and enjoy the moment.
Nowadays there really is no escape for me.
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
Sleep
 
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IRIYAMA

IRIYAMA

Student
Apr 10, 2018
146
I listen to old Art Bell podcasts from ('96-'16), it helps to zone out and distract from the neuropathic pain for a few hours.
 
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