What's your biggest regrets in life?

[Pulling a Sangwoo]

I feel like I've only been making bad choices since day one. Can't believe I've wasted and ruined my life just because I was a little depressed when I was 10 which has led me to lose so much

 

[GoSan1]

To accept the role of existing.

 

[Hollowman]

Not ctb when I was twelve.

 

[human909]

everything i ever done.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I don't have any regrets per se since my life just happened to turn out the way it was and I can't do anything about that but some things I wish that I did differently was to be more kind to my sister whilst she was alive as she was suffering so much and to be an antinatalist, efilist etc much more earlier in life so that my childhood could be eased by having people who were to actually understand me. However, if I were to turn back time, I wouldn't change anything regarding my sister as I worry that perhaps me doing something could cause her to live longer and I'd rather not have that happen as she deserves to have her torture be ended by death instead of living in perpetual misery for a few years longer.

 

[divinemistress87]

Meeting the man that caused my stroke and electroshock therapy

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

not killing these monstrous cells they call a human body I'm imprisoned in sooner

 

[bigbang33]

Not being a better wife and causing my ex-husband to leave me for another/better woman

 

[ma0]

Giving up on everything I start.

 

[Mlifos & Sitoa]

Still living.

 

[theolivanderroach]

Not ctb earlier

 

[FuneralCry]

What I regret is suffering in this existence in the first place, to me existence itself really is the most cruel, futile abomination that just causes endless amounts of suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer and more than anything I wish I never suffered at all, I just find it so painful how this existence was imposed at all even know there were never any disadvantages to never suffering at all. It's just so dreadful to me how this existence that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for was imposed, never existing would have saved me from so much suffering in this torturous unnecessary existence, nothing would make me wish to be burdened with this existence. I suffer so much from being conscious in this horrific world where the option for me to die painlessly is denied with suffering seen as to force and prolong no matter what even know I never would have wished for any of this and never would do, I'd always prefer to die but only never existing is true perfection to me.

 

[Valhala]

The fact that, due to my impatience and pressure from the side, I broke off the relationship with the woman I only truly loved in my life and thus made my life absolutely meaningless.

 

[platypus77]

Not being true to myself.

 

[masquerade]

being stupid enough to get groomed a second time when i was young, and not realising it was happening again before it was too late