Mitsumi
Student
- Dec 23, 2023
- 113
I'd rather be lost in the wilderness with cannibal lesbians (understanders will understand) than be like this.
I met with the love of my life again tonight. I hadn't seen him in a long time. I thought it was going to make me feel alive but... I don't know. I felt good in the moment. Now I just feel like I'm not even here. He tells me that he loves me but I know that's not true. I just feel it. I think what I really like it's the idea of him, the romanticizing, the daydreaming, what he achieved, the idealization.
I bet I'm not making any sense.
I'm drank a little when I got home, sorry not sorry.
It felt wonderful for an instant.
Reality pushed me back.
I don't even know why I'm writing here anymore.
I met with the love of my life again tonight. I hadn't seen him in a long time. I thought it was going to make me feel alive but... I don't know. I felt good in the moment. Now I just feel like I'm not even here. He tells me that he loves me but I know that's not true. I just feel it. I think what I really like it's the idea of him, the romanticizing, the daydreaming, what he achieved, the idealization.
I bet I'm not making any sense.
I'm drank a little when I got home, sorry not sorry.
It felt wonderful for an instant.
Reality pushed me back.
I don't even know why I'm writing here anymore.
