Discussion whats the story behind your username?

[OneAndOnly!!]

I suppose the question is self explanatory.

My username was personally from a time where I was much more optimistic about life and I figured, I guess im the one and only happy person to be suicidal.

Though that doesn't apply much to me anymore!

 

[rorosbones]

roro is a nickname i like to go by, and the bones part is both me wanting to be skeletally skinny and how eventually, after i'm gone, i'll be just bones :P

 

[GodzillasBiggestFan]

i love godzilla a lot, especially a specific version that almost no one else knows so i am the biggest fan of that version at least

 

[100memoryleaks]

it's a reference to my computer science degree, specifically one of the most annoying classes I had to take, data structures and algorithms! when I had to write code in C++ for that class, I had to make sure there were no memory leaks—that is, if some line in the code allocates memory, the memory has to be released again before the program is done running. if it's not released, then that causes a memory leak. and my code sometimes had a LOT of them, it was a pain to find out the source of the leaks ^^;

 

[chaibea]

I suppose the question is self explanatory.

My username was personally from a time where I was much more optimistic about life and I figured, I guess im the one and only happy person to be suicidal.

Though that doesn't apply much to me anymore!

Chai is my favorite drink and my cat's name, bea bc i like beabadoobee. chaibea rhymes with wybie who was one of my childhood crushes from coraline lmao.

 

[Yakui]

so much so that we have a megathread just dedicated to threads dedicated to it

Behind the SaSu username archive/MEGAthread

Someone makes a new post about this every so often, probably cause the previous one about it got buried and/or everyone involved recovered/died. To date, there are no less than fifteen threads about users' name choices, which averages one every six months. Some only have a few dozen replies...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[OneAndOnly!!]

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so much so that we have a megathread just dedicated to threads dedicated to it

Behind the SaSu username archive/MEGAthread

Someone makes a new post about this every so often, probably cause the previous one about it got buried and/or everyone involved recovered/died. To date, there are no less than fifteen threads about users' name choices, which averages one every six months. Some only have a few dozen replies...

sanctioned-suicide.net

hah! i wish i saw this before! i guess everyone has the same questions about each other

 

[LastNite]

named after a song, It's not my favorite or anything. I just randomly thought of it.

 

[LRkin]

It's a very long story. In a nutshell — it's a short version of one of my nicknames. Which is, in turn, a derivative of another nickname I had. Which was basically a form of my pseudonym. And said pseudonym is a name related to the real one.

 

[darksouls]

I suffer from MDD, therefore I feel trapped in eternal darkness

 

[TwistedNightmares]

My username is basically a reference to how awful and nightmarish my life has been up to this point.

 

[birdie8]

i just really like birds

 

[floweryrosee]

I really like flowers pretty much.

 

[FoxSauce]

I like foxes

 

[usernamey]

I needed a username

 

[yotaka]

It's a song I really like

 

[Gild-Holm-’Ur]

Gild-Holm-Ur is from Victor Hugo's Toilers of the Sea. After Gilliat helps Deruchette elope. he sits on the rock formation and lets the tide come in to drown him.

 

[BradGuy123]

I didn't want to use my real name on here. When I signed up for this site, Brad was the first name that came to mind and then the stuff I tacked on at the end came to me as well. I thought of it in like 2 or 3 seconds.

 

[CowardlyLies]

I lied about failing college for like 2 whole years.

 

[Gild-Holm-’Ur]

I was living with parents in college and burned my transcript because I was afraid that they would find it in the trash.

 

[Ryukk]

I suppose the question is self explanatory.

My username was personally from a time where I was much more optimistic about life and I figured, I guess im the one and only happy person to be suicidal.

Though that doesn't apply much to me anymore!

It's the guy from death note but with 2 k's

 

[Canto XIII]

I've already written it somewhere on here, but canto XIII is the canto of Dante's Divine Comedy where Dante and Vergil meet the souls of people who have died by suicide (and those of squanderers). The suicides are transmuted into living trees and plants, since they refused their own bodies, and for that reason the episode is often reffered to as la Selva dei Suicidi. After the Final Judgment, they'll get their mortal bodies back like everyone else, but instead of reinhabiting them like regular deceased will do, they'll have them hanged from their branches. The main character Dante meets here is Pier delle Vigne, an Italian poet and statesman who killed himself out of contempt and spite after he was unfairly convicted by his lord, emperor Frederick II. My PFP also references this episode (it's one of the many engravings Gustav Doré made about the Comedy).

I had initially thought of naming myself Porphyry in reference to Leopardi's Dialogue of Plotinus and Porphyry, which is also about suicide, but it was already taken.

Though that doesn't apply much to me anymore!

Do you think browsing this forum has worsened your mental health?

It's a very long story. In a nutshell — it's a short version of one of my nicknames. Which is, in turn, a derivative of another nickname I had. Which was basically a form of my pseudonym. And said pseudonym is a name related to the real one.

Is there ANYTHING of the real name left in there lol

 

[limenlux]

I combined limen as in "the smallest detectable sensation", and lux as in Latin for "light". Putting these words together means nothing to me, but it's fun to say. Try it.

 

[Insufficent]

It should represent how I feel about my self but I managed to F:ed it up like most on my stuff n things. The irony here is that it is missing I.

 

[nitrogenous]

Initially my preferred method was through pure nitrogen asphyxiation and genous means containing something or made of something (if I die through nitrogen asphyxiation, technically part of me will be filled with nitrogen) and genous also sounds like a genius :)

 

[fluorescentpearl]

I like considering myself a pearl, roughed up and smoothed by all my live living in a shell, fluorescent cus I've seen fluorescence to be associated to ghosts.. So basically a ghost of what once was a pearl, just a husk that looks pretty and glows a bit, eventually it'll stop glowing and just dim out

 

[NZkiwi]

when i joined i thought i was the only new zealnder here

great q, thanks for asking

 

[Set Real Goul]

it's actually a character from the first Fallout — Set, a really edgy but hilarious guy. When I signed up, I forgot how to spell "ghoul," so I accidentally left out the h ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

 

[LonelyPrince]

I'm lonely and I'm emotionally, and physically, stuck as a child. I just thought about those child princes from kids fairytales...

 

[dwindull]

A combination of my emotional state getting less stable and my mind constantly feeling one step behind the rest of the world.