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Junkhead

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I don't really have access to guns and wonder if there's any other safe alternative which is quick and effective. I don't want to overdose because I feel like im going to panic and regret when it's too late which would be torture and I would probably feel so helpless and lonely for my last minutes here.
 
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WallTermite

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Aug 16, 2025
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Painless methods are extremely hard to get, or they cause a lot of anxiety.

Unfortunately, there aren't very good methods available to us. Wish you the best
 
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idk3

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Sep 10, 2023
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Pentobarbital is the holy grail, but it's not realistic to get unless you travel to south america and get very lucky finding a seller.

Inert gas seems like the best available option. Carbon monoxide seems decent.

Look into them and other options here:

wish you luck.
 
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Junkhead

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May 8, 2025
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Pentobarbital is the holy grail, but it's not realistic to get unless you travel to south america and get very lucky finding a seller.

Inert gas seems like the best available option. Carbon monoxide seems decent.

Look into them and other options here:

wish you luck
Thank you very much.
 
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Green_leaf

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Nov 5, 2022
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I don't really have access to guns and wonder if there's any other safe alternative which is quick and effective. I don't want to overdose because I feel like im going to panic and regret when it's too late which would be torture and I would probably feel so helpless and lonely for my last minutes here.
Bothering with neutrons some fat dudes from the 7th row of the periodic table.

If you manage to achieve that properly (been myself trying to do so for some time already) it is quite likely going to meet your criteria for such a method.
 
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LastNite

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Mar 31, 2025
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Guns, opioids, and nembutal. Opioids are eaiser to get than nembutal. Guns are hard to get unless youre in the U.S or if you have a mental health record.
 
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cowboypants

From milkyway
May 7, 2024
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Inert gases like nitrogen are the well somewhat accessible painless method out there, but you will need to haul giant cylinders somehow without raising suspicion
 
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fedup1982

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Jul 17, 2025
633
Inert gas didn't work for me at all. I tried three different cannisters of argon and each time I felt like I was suffocating even though I had high flow. I had uncontrollable urge to pull the hood off each time so I could breathe normal air. I played around with it a lot abd it was nothing to do with the hood itself, it seems my body can detect and react to the lack of oxygen
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish there is more than anything, all I want is a painless guaranteed way to be permanently free from this existence with no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much from being so cruelly denied that, I hope that you find peace.
 

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