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Die.A.Ria

Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined my whole life
Jul 17, 2026
199
For me its SN definitely but if i cant get that i would try azide or something that i can drink or inhale but if i cant get those i might do FSH or PSH but i feel like for PSH i can easily just stop idk
 
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Estrella87

Member
Jul 27, 2026
47
Me hanging for sure, seems really a peaceful and quick method, I saw some videos of it. It also leaves my body pretty intact and I want it as respect to the person I was. I don't want to end as exemple smashed by a train. If not ligature strangulation but I'm less convinced and never saw it in video. I'm the kind of person who is scared to suffer or have long process death so I'm for now documenting myself for be sure of the right method. Even if it seems gruesome, watching ctb videos is important for me for comfort me in the right choice and keep away the "scare" not of be dead, but of the dying process.
 
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hdead

Arcanist
Jun 2, 2026
460
1. OD (Yes, I know all the advices and I know I have a chance of failing, but in my defense I've been shredding research papers and testing)
2. SN (My backup method. If I fail 1 then I will have this ready to go, and probably the motivation to take it to go with it.)
3. Hypothermia + Benzos + Alcohol(Sounds very accesible and reliable)
4. CO (I wish this was easier than it actually is)
5. Hanging + Benzos (absolute last resort, if all aforementioned methods should fail I don't even think I'll be able to carry this out even. Let's hope it doesn't go that way)
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,439
SN or N (depending if I'm eligible for assisted suicide). And if I need to do it in a hurry, hanging (the rope is ready) or train (last resort). But give me a gun and i'll chose gunshot over train or hanging.
 
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littleswan18

littleswan18

Any Day Now...
Jul 27, 2026
18
I'm between train or firearm, leaning more towards train.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,385
I'd choose a method as peaceful and painless as Nembutal as all I want is to peacefully cease existing and never suffer in this existence so terrible and torturous ever again but of course I exist in this world where humans have made it illegal to cease existing peacefully which is just horrific extreme cruelty, all that anti-suicide does is cause way more suffering and torture in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I always suffer so much from being trapped in this horrific prison world where it's a crime wanting peace from this existence I just always saw as a mistake that just never should had been imposed, to exist will always be an abomination to me.
 
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+lostdog+

Forever Exhausted
Jul 30, 2026
19
a gun, most definitely.
but if i couldnt do that? id wanna go out quick and painless. probably no FSH or hanging. drug overdose and liquor doesnt sound the worst.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
2,023
Fsh or firearm. I have both. Just need the guts.
 
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Makethemsuffer

Makethemsuffer

Member
Jul 30, 2026
5
I'm still looking for something quick, something that won't make me regret it last second when it's too late; like any kind of strangulation, poisoning or jumping. I guess firearms then? Tho SN sounds pretty good and painless
 
floweryrosee

floweryrosee

Member
Jun 29, 2026
14
First I did choose inert gas since I could easily obtain N2 tank in my place. If I fuck it up then SN is a backup plan.
 

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