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ReadyToLeave

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Sep 20, 2020
17
Unrelenting depression that just never stops.
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
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I feel ok for a few seconds, then begin to feel very panicky because I have to endure another day of despair in this dreadful world.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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The first thing I recognise is that obviously I wasn't lucky enough to just fall asleep peacefully forever last night. The first thing I feel therefore is disappointment.
 
ToTheTwillight

ToTheTwillight

Experienced
May 19, 2023
245
Dreams have their warm fuzzy feeling, then you wake up and you remember everything and you are like fuckkkkkk....
 
jazzcat

jazzcat

dark eyed and miserable
May 19, 2023
138
I just feel sad, I used to try really hard to go back to sleep as soon as I woke up but lately I've been having so many nightmares that I stopped doing that
 
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RobZed

Member
Jun 25, 2023
9
I have a serious disorder. Every day I wake up i have no clue where i am. I wander my way to the bathroom; look in the mirror and have no clue who im looking at. But yknow what? its like a fresh start every day. I get to be someone new every morning and theres something rad about that
 
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HallucinatedHappy

Member
Jun 25, 2023
8
A few people here have stated this. My first thought is frustration that I didn't die in my sleep. Like some invisible deal was struck between myself and a power capable of releasing me from this field.
 

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