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ReadyToLeave

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Sep 20, 2020
19
Unrelenting depression that just never stops.
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
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I feel ok for a few seconds, then begin to feel very panicky because I have to endure another day of despair in this dreadful world.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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The first thing I recognise is that obviously I wasn't lucky enough to just fall asleep peacefully forever last night. The first thing I feel therefore is disappointment.
 
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ToTheTwillight

Experienced
May 19, 2023
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Dreams have their warm fuzzy feeling, then you wake up and you remember everything and you are like fuckkkkkk....
 
jazzcat

jazzcat

dark eyed and miserable
May 19, 2023
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I just feel sad, I used to try really hard to go back to sleep as soon as I woke up but lately I've been having so many nightmares that I stopped doing that
 
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RobZed

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Jun 25, 2023
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I have a serious disorder. Every day I wake up i have no clue where i am. I wander my way to the bathroom; look in the mirror and have no clue who im looking at. But yknow what? its like a fresh start every day. I get to be someone new every morning and theres something rad about that
 
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HallucinatedHappy

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Jun 25, 2023
8
A few people here have stated this. My first thought is frustration that I didn't die in my sleep. Like some invisible deal was struck between myself and a power capable of releasing me from this field.
 

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